Crocodile tears

Dreadful Tuesday

2012-01-17T21:48:00.004+08:00

The most stressful programming project need to due soon and I still can't correct the errors! Really need some pros to help me in it! Luckily, last year didn't go/choose I.T COURSE, IF NOT I WILL BE DEAD now. Bby has start work and we can't meet that often already :( Miss ya! Tomorrow, Math test CONFIRM FAIL! Did I mention how bad my result was? OK! The highest only got B. Lowest D! GPA sure decrease!! *Sigh* Gonna study after this post, hopefully I can understand :@

DO WHAT YOU LOVE.
Before it's too late.

You will lose.

2012-01-16T23:49:00.001+08:00

OK, i know this card is ugly bcos I was rushing.
No time to do as it was common test period.

His Bday's present on him..

The super sourrrrrrrrrr chicken.
We couldn't finish it....

@ RWS Chili's

Yunting :)

The food quite tasty... If you like sour taste.

Birthday boyyyyyyyyyyyyy :)

X'mas steamboat session with childhood friends :)

LOL, The Christmas tree did by KELLY!

Black top, Xmas hat and Spec on!

With much loves :)

Gifts exchange :D

I decide to upload December photos before there are more coming in Jan. I stumbled over my words when I was presenting. So what, the teacher said no one fails for com-skill. I think problem lies on me. What am I thinking? ALL THE TIME; the same situation, the same old thing, the same issue. I'm mad! Okay, fuck it.. Erm anyway, today I cook spaghetti again, previously cooked for Bby and it failed. But this time round taste so much better with the ingredients of Hotate, Salmon & Mushrooms and I lovin' it. I gonna cook it again :D
Constantly remind myself, not to think so much & look forward! Ciaos.

Ps: I'm really poor in expressing myself.

I'm happy for you.
Hope is the true happiness
FOR YOU.

Who are you to tell me who I am.

2012-01-16T00:23:00.006+08:00

I love to drink "FEI ZAI" aka Gripe water.

I like this, is not because it can clear my body's wind.
CAUSE I LOVE THE SYRUP TASTE! ;)
Mom says "I'm a grown baby!" HAHAHHA

Always a Lim baby inside :)

Tomorrow is the final P-R-E-S-E-N-T-A-T-I-O-N for Com-skill and slides are not complete. Seriously, I hate group members that didn't do anything and expect work from us. "Claim their CREDITS when they didn't do a fuck?" Weekends come slow and end fast, many things need to be due soon. *SIGH* Exams in February !?! WTS* Gonna spend my CNY studying! WHUUUUUT!!!!! NO........... I WANT TO gamble all night, eat sumptuous food, go bai nian and meet up with friends/clique. *Sob* Sometimes, something is gone and will never come back the same. If you are given an opportunity, you need to appreciate it. Looking at what's going now! Absolutely-not right... Maybe things have changed, it's not up to me to look after now. I feel so crap after so much things. *sensed*

PS: Wish that I was wrong, prove to me please :}

Once again, insensible.
Half a truth is often a great lie!

NYP !

2012-01-06T23:58:00.005+08:00

Ryan and An chun :)

Present you: My adorable nephew :)

Rachel :)

She is really obedient. 5 months old* I think :/

X'mas Celebration with Family!

Finally, I can have a good rest! I knew it would be damn hectic when school starts; Dance, Presentation, Lessons etc on the first week have fully drained me already. This is so dreadful! Performed for Open house on 5th and 6th & you know what? I've got injuries in return. I was like literally paralyses once everything ends. I would say Foreign Bodies have put a great dance! I watched their performance thrice :P Support Yunting - the leopard hot sexy girl! Prolly, also because there are many hot dudes in FB! Hahahaha. These days keep wearing contact lens resulting me having dry & tired eyes now. And my Iphone is giving problems again and need to restore it -.-! *Waste my time*
'I needa catch my studies'

Sometimes, it is good to meet up with Sec schoolmates to catch up and remind each others how joke we are during SECONDARY! Met up with Kitty, YunTing, Don & Ah cong at Buddies yesterday. We were laughing so loud as if the cafe is owned by us! *Much Loves*

Bid goodbye!
History never fail to repeat.

The fifth.

2012-01-05T08:27:00.002+08:00

Chocolate from Joey & Key chain from Felicia!

Cookies from my bitch classmate- Yuann TENG :P

Sup! I don't know why my photos cannot rotate
Hence, only this few pictures.

Hehehe, My lock screen photo..

I'm blogging early in the morning 8 o'clock. *Earybird* I supposed to wake up at 8am to prepare my things for Open house dance but I woke up at 6am. I don't know why I wake up so early from my pretty dreams, perhaps I'm used to wake up at that time! I thought I would have sleep longer because I was really drained for the passed few days. You know what shocked me, I received 160 whatsapp msges when I woke up!! They were spamming when I was asleep.. I don't think I will do a good job in dance later on :( Yesterday, only run through twice! Arghhhhhhh. Whatever! Blame myself for skipping dance since August! Now, my whole body ache like no body's business! *Sob* and there is a big bruise on my knee! *Very unhappy* Gonna eat my Mee-pok now before it turns cold. Ciaos!

Ps: OMG, so many things not done !!

Tell me why it turns so ugly!
That's not what I want.

Because of you.

2011-12-30T15:18:00.004+08:00

Auntie Lim says "HELLO READERS"

My friends have enough of me whining about my hair. I know it looks horrible, but I couldn't cut them away!! That was my biggest mistake in 2011! I may look OLD but I'm always young at heart =P hahaha! Worst, school is starting soon and my schoolmates are going to stare and laugh at me for sure! Arghhhhhhhhh.. Apparently, I gonna be dead and real screwed when term break ends as I've not start on my PROJECTS! I really need to organize my time and prioritize my things well. The joke of the year is I am addicted to NEOPETS! I find it so niceeeeeeeee to play "my childhood game". *Told ya, I'm young at heart :/*

Ps: Barbie is still sleeping =.= Zzz

Bang Bang!
Once pop, you can't stop.
Human's need :)

Emotional.

2011-12-28T05:07:00.023+08:00

Hohoho! Merry X'mas!

This year Christmas was great! Gifts exchanged and I got a Precious moment cup from Alicia! :} Had steamboat and bonding session at Kelly's house as well as Colin's house. Come to think about it, it has been a year. Everything had changed so much but one thing I'm sure that it hasn't change in me is ________! I don't know why, I just couldn't forget about it! It seems like you have the fascination to make us feel this way. *Compliment & Infamous* It's 28th! U know U know, I'm having mix feelings again. Argh, whatever! Bad news: I've permed my short hair and it looks pretty like auntie now! Okay, that was a huge mistake! Blame myself for being so easy to be persuaded, so serve me right & damn Sheena Singh for the wrong advice. Well, it didn't turn out to be what we had expected and technically their skill sucks. Both of our curls straightened after a few hours. (Totally absurd) "F&J @ Far East level 5" Aww... These few days spent so much on my vulnerable hair. HAHA!
Positive thinking: "New YEAR, NEW hair style la!"

The day you went away -M2M
Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do you know I really really do

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know ...
& I guess you really know :P

Ermmmmmmm... B, I Miss You! :)

Live in dreams

2011-12-23T15:51:00.002+08:00

Door gift on Mandy's birthday party! Hahaha it's so delicious :)
(What's inside? - Vanilla cornflakes)

Happy 21st ! The cake is very yummy.

Mermaid pose~

Alicia, hopefully we could maintain our GPA!
EPC IS CRAP!

Kelly :} Motivation from her to slim down.

Ai hua~ Crazy girl..

Pei ching~

Polaroid ;) Wall of fame.

Nice right! 3 years later is my turn :P

Birthday girl and the theme of her birthday is BLUE & WHITE!

Overdue photos :/

Aiya, I don't feel like blogging after I uploaded the pictures. SO YA! PICTURE SPEAKS!! These few days I dream a lot and I love all those dreams! I dreamt of you and I wanna my dream to come true. I always hope to dream when I'm turning in. *I'll feel so happy when I wake up* This may sound sick but true feelings~! hehehehe *SICKO LIM BABY* Power of dream by Celine Dion!

WTH! I GAIN 3kg... Freaking moody~

NO STRING ATTACHED
YES! YOU ;}

I'm lovin DEC SO MUCH!

2011-12-21T03:12:00.016+08:00

Random gift from him :} Thanks love!

Lao ren!
(Undress for celebration with the dumb spec on)

Was Colin's birthday celebration @ Titanium :D

Hehehehe! So cute right.. Bought it at Taiwan!
Attended Delcan's birthday celebration~

Darling, I miss you! Can't wait for you to come back.
You can't celebrate X'mas with me ! Sob*
Anw, Thanks for my advance X'mas present.
(He surprised me before he leaves. . hahaha)

Sup everyone! Are you enjoying your holidays ?! Argh, two weeks of holidays is so short, totally not enough la :( There are so many projects and things to be done and I'm as usual procrastinating it. Finally, exams are over and I feel a lil ease now! Generally, I had screwed all of my papers, it were all damn difficult! *Swear* Despite staying back with new study companion in school almost everyday, I still can't manage the papers! So to those who didn't study at all, ''GOOD LUCK''! LOL Hopefully, your result could moderate the passing marks! HAHAHA OK I'M DAMN MEAN! JK! Watched my dance darlings & NYPPE performance on 16 Dec- Musical concert. Totally amazing and awesome! The homecoming production is very nice and success! (Y) 17 Dec- Headed town with Yunting and of course heard the familiar sound on street and I supposed it was Baracuda.B! After that, we headed to Brandon's birthday @ RWS & had our dinner at Chilis! Power-the-house at night, I was damn undress for club that day. Hahaha Who cares?! I wasn't there to hook on guys but to attend Shuping and Brandon's birthday celebration! 19 Dec- Town again and they scammed me on paying the GST of their food. LOL (Darn guys!) Bought X'mas presentssssss :D It seems quite wordy & I shall stop here. Goodnight ^^

I was quite shocked to see those who didn't smoke in SEC school are actually smoking now! They were so called the "GOOD STUDENTS" *Roll eyes*

Everything are deceiving..
Many are hideous~ okayyyyy

"People do change"

2011-12-02T02:35:00.007+08:00

Good news of the day! Our innovative dustpan is selected for "competition" Hopefully, we can win and earn the certificate! Perhaps we can get the cash awards too! *Po Bi Po Bi* The teacher of sem proj 2 is damn crap! *He's crazy, he pinpoint whatever I do in the lab and ridiculously gave me warning letter when I only miss 2 of his lessons. And I have been attending CP lectures, yet I was given another warning letter! Well done NYP, you seriously have a "great system" -'- That was the bad news of the day, I've received two warning letters! *Sigh* Shall head to bed now and I'm meeting clique to study @Mac tomorrow!

Let's mug for our C'mon TEST! !!!
:D

I love you like a love song BABY!

2011-11-30T15:10:00.012+08:00

Today school start early and end early! LOL.
Ok thats nerd, What am I trying to imply! haha.

1128! *love*

After this post, I want to take my power nap! I've been having insufficient sleep for many days, it's time to replenish my beauty sleep. Just now during tutorial, I tried so hard to keep myself awake and be attentive in class but failed! I wanted to learn so badly but my eyes lid were way too heavy. The funniest is I asked the teacher question and on the other hand I was dozing off while she was explaining! LOL! I PROMISE to study real hard from next week onwards! After school, I went to the salon beside POSB, initially only intended to cut my hair. Upon seeing the promotion board, I changed my mind and had scalp treatment instead! It only costs $20! *Absolutely cheap* Personally, I think its really worth :D Everything took about 45mins & my hair is like so light and cool after doing it. For those who want to do hair treatment, you can head over and try. Nevertheless, their smoothing hair treatment only costs $18 which includes hair cut too! Awww! I miss my long hair, yet I keep on cutting my hair! =/ *kay gan* My fringe is no longer bangs, back to side parting~ Hoho!

BF ILY!
He can't fit the pants, I bought for him from TW!
Hahaha fat ass(s) :}

I'm back!

2011-11-28T11:30:00.006+08:00

I miss dance, can't wait for the next practice with my darlings! My bones and muscles had slack off, I should do some stretching on my own ! Sup, I'm back from Taipei yesterday! I was sick on my last day of the trip; very very ill! Mom accompanied me for the whole day, she was so worried to the extent that she wanted to send me to the hospital. I think I ate too much heaty food over there and drank insufficient of water. Worst, I put on lots of weight!! Its time to shoo off my fats :/ Went Delcan's birthday celebration and I'm so jealous that he has ipad2 from his dad! I wish my parents buy for me too!! Hahaha it's very bulky though! Sob, I need to face the reality! Exam is here and many projects to due! FML*

Dilemma!!

11.22.11 xoxo.

2011-11-22T15:52:00.003+08:00

I'm fleeing to Taiwan today, I will buy gifts back for my loves~
Goodbye readers, I will blog once I'm back !

Miss me yo!
Bon voyage to my mom & myself! :D

Kinship.

2011-11-20T13:32:00.011+08:00

Pretty cute princess cousin :)

Amelia Cousin and is Rachel's mummy :D

The SIA new couple came to our table.
The groom is SIA pilot, my pretty cousin is SIA air-stewardess.

I LOVE RYAN! I swear he is very cute........

3rd bro!

I like this dish! All time fav BUN!

Ryan was trying to kiss Eva! hahahahha
SEE his cuteness, *irresistible*

Cool boy, Auntie Lim love you!
He is my nephew! Awww, I feel old.

This is Eva; my niece!
Aww, I feel damn OLD!

Lim baby becomes Lim Auntie!

My mom mom! Pretty much alike right.

Hoho, My Favorite pretty cousin! Congrats *love*

Sup* 1st bro!

The photos were taken on 11.12.11 at Mandarin Orchard. Yay, I'm going to travel to Taipei this coming Tues! Somehow, I feel a lil guilty because I'm gonna miss few days of lessons and some quiz! And week 9th is common test :( I will study real hard once I come back from my holiday! I hope Taiwan will be fun? Aww, it's winter over there and I guess there is nothing for me shop. *pout* I need to pack my luggage later and pathetically I only have 2 pairs of jeans and one of it is with my bro's ex -.- Yesterday, was a terrible Sat! I had butterflies stomach for the whole day! *FUCKING MISERABLE* I still get myself down to Mandy's 21st birthday! Pooh bor big day :D Actually, I was supposed to be her Polaroid photographer, however, I reached her place at 6pm which was very late and I was super weak for anything! I left her party around 11plus and was unfit to stay for drinking session! =/ Oh ya! After two months, I got my birthday present from them!! SO DAMN BELATED RIGHT! LOL *Thanks anyway!*

Ps: Adventures with Tin Tin is quite nice :D

As long as you are with me ;)
I will be happy !

14.11

2011-11-15T01:19:00.008+08:00

On a blue Monday, BFWJ gave me a bracelet from SK Jewellery and a bouquet of blue roses with a cute lil bear! There isn't any occasion or special events going on, honestly I don't know why he give me too! Perhaps, love token from him ^^ I really appreciated it a lot and it brightened up my MONDAY BLUE! Hehehe I will post the picture up once I found my cable =/ Oh ya, "You are an apple of my eyes" and "Tower Heist" are worth to watch! *Great shows* :D

THANKS LOVE ^^

For everything we do, there is a reason for us to do so.
I will make you "my reason" :)

Dear diary,

2011-11-13T20:01:00.005+08:00

ANGRY BIRD

Terence darling's Birthday :)

The ice cream-blueberry is dope!

Sharp sharp nip!

I'm craving for OLD TOWN food !

Bearbear's Birthday

Battle of goddesses @Avatar!

Bala dear's birthday :)

I know I could not blog every single thing happening in my life, as I do not have time and it’s kind of hectic on Nov! So bear with me, I promise I will come back blogging!! Now, the number of people viewing my site is very pathetic! Hahaha! I shall let pictures do the speaking as I do not know where or when to start! On the 12 Nov, my fav cousin got married! Her wedding was held at Mandarin Orchard Hotel and I just felt extremely elated for her. Now the 5th week of school, the number of work is piling and many need to be due! Though I love doing ppt slides, the time given is too short la! There are presentation and test tomorrow and I have not prepare both of it. *Gonna ignore* I just hope I would not lose my interest in everything, it’s not right to feel this way! I got so many dreams/things to pursue/fulfill. I just do not have time, I really need to be a lil organize and a lil hardworking :/

Is it WORTH?
Wise decision please.

You matter the most after all!

2011-10-22T20:42:00.000+08:00

Visit Bugis street level 3! Shop name : Thief
Get your ass down and support :)

I've two lil darlings, however, another one I supposed it's dead already!
I love you, hamtaro!

Steamboat @ 3am!!!! First time!!!! SUPPER STEAMBOAT!

Smelly eggs!!! It was so fun to throw all these at Justin.P!
My aiming is never accurate, he stand in front of me yet I missed!

Happy 18th!

Mr Wang's 20th birthday!

Happy 20th!

I made this for him. LOL~

School day officially begin and I start missing the fun during the holidays already. Another side, it is good as I would not go out at late night anymore, less supper, more work out (dance) and as well as more quality of time with family! There were so many things happened and I'm quite vexed over those things. Honestly, I don't think I could handle them. Something nice gonna happen on Nov as I gonna travel to TAIWAN for holiday! But, I gonna miss school for a week, hope I can catch up when I'm back!! Ciaos. I will update soon! *Keep reading yo!*

Lastly, I put on lots of weight lately! ya la ya la! I'm a king kong ok! :(

I'm lovin it ! Wee woo

2011-10-04T05:14:00.018+08:00

Thanks Brandon! ;)

Our bday celebration !

Steamboat @ my house !

Surprise at Jetty! ^^

ALPS :)

How lovely~

Awesome September just ended like this!

My b'day celebrations were great! Thanks people who made an effort to surprise and spent the day with me! Of course, I love all the presents!! Hehehe, I received 3 bouquet of flowers; My favourite-Blue rose and 1 stalk of Daisy! *Contented much* I really enjoyed my day very much :) My result also makes me happy a lil that day as I got 3.2 GPA! It was not what I expected, of course I expected I would get lower than it, as low as 2.5? Followed by Ben's bday @ Pasir Ris then WangJian's birthday celebration & I'm very certain he loves what I gave him ^^

Yesterday, Mj marathon with the same old people at the same old place! 8 Rounds* We are totally insane, agreed! We didn't catch any sleep and head to Party world with Terence and Amelia to sing, despite that my singing sucks very much! *hahaha* & I don't know why I felt super uncomfortable after the singing session and there was a strong sick feeling kicking in and urging me! Next, I had a bad migraine and it totally kills me. In cab, my stomach was fluttering with butterflies and I PUKEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD once I reached home! :( K.O for 7 hours and was awake by my hunger! I think it's bcos I puked out all my food -.-

2011-09-11T01:31:00.011+08:00

I treasure all my friends, even though we might not meet for a long time..

Birthday Girl ! Happy 21st Birthday :)

Kelly "My love" hahahaha

The bear tattoo is very cute right. -Den's

She held her birthday celebration at Aloha Chalet @ Changi!
I swear the place was very creepy!
I didn't dare to stay over mainly because I was not "feeling" right.

Readers, I know I have neglected my blog for like a month? Not that I do not want to blog, just that blackshot is so tempting that whenever I on my comp, I will start playing and continue playing game after other game. I'm like addict to all the games! Please don't stop reading my blog okay, I promise to update more often! Where should I start? I will just blog whatever that come upon my mind. Today, Samba practice was great, hopefully we are able to perform soonzx! There's a camp upcoming which mainly for practicing! Well well, from the very first time I saw groups performing at Ion "drumzout" last year, I start loving this kind of band! Yeah esp 'Agogo' and now, I'm able to play with it!*Another achievement* There is another Dance performance "Musical" on Dec 16,17! Yeah, of course I want many people to support me! ^^ Do you feel that, I'm like a changed person? Hahaha! Oh ya, *Another achievement* I cooked new soup for my family! Tata, my birthday is like 2 more weeks! Seriously, I've no idea where to celebrate! Who is willing to plan for me? I just wish to spend it with my loves! "But I've many loves" :D

Ps: Class BBQ tmrw @Pasir ris! Don't rain okay! :)
Mom mom bought for me chocolate & soursop moon cakes :B

When you feel like giving up,
remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

2011-08-28T04:58:00.007+08:00

Very beautiful right, so wanna travel there. *LABELS*

BKK! Anybody wanna go shop with me :)

My dream place!!!

I just came back from Xb's house, had steamboat and mahjong session with my ladies. Before that headed town with birdy & co. and the purpose was to hunt for Ali's birthday present. I also had my craving- Tomyam Ee mian @313! I'm going to celebrate Ali's birthday @Changi later on. I hope I can wake up on time and head down with my friends^^ I got the urge to blog so I just blog down whatever I did today ;)

Nevertheless, thanks all the sweeties that helped me to clear my doubts during my exams period. I'm just plain stupid, I still made countless mistakes. Then I gonna be sad-life93 when I know my GPA! Awwwww, perhaps I will just emo for that day ONLY :P

Ps: I hate my bio clock! *pout*

I have nice friends around me,
I'm contented !!!!!

Kinship/Relationship

2011-08-20T04:32:00.006+08:00

"There are no perfect fathers,but a father who loves perfectly."-xuan. This video is so tear-wrenching :'( I want to express that I love my beloved father, though I don't know where you get those negative info. I'm your daughter, I hope you can stop listening rumors from outsiders. I've no idea if you will see this, I would like to thank you for buying my favorite food every time. No matter how far the place is, you still make an effort to packet it for me. Every morning, I wake up and see the food on the table, you never fail to make me happy. Please stop the other way of caring, I think I do not need that~

PS: Chan rak khun mak mak~

You may not give me everything,
Your care and concern are enough.

2011-08-19T00:48:00.004+08:00

MIRACLE~

I tried to on my Iphone and surprisingly it works!
Thank GOD!

2011-08-17T21:42:00.003+08:00

My Iphone died in good hands :)

I'm so not use to Nokia phone and I always thought it's touchscreen. *Kinda dumb* && I've lost all the contacts! So those who see this, please auto msg me your no. ^^ I didn't manage to sync it before it died, worst it died when I tweet. LOL Everyone is studying very hard for the End sem exams. But the lil miss rebellious Lim baby only started her revision today! *hahaha* I've been returning home early in the morning 6am literally everyday. Dad is super unhappy and bio clock is damn screwed up. It's time to stay at home and be a good girl. My obligation to get 3 GPA :)

"FML, my hair is ugly, damaged, short and thin!"
Fucking hairdresser. So depressed. Very depress.

Misfortune brings reality, Miracle brings happiness.

2011-08-11T02:58:00.007+08:00

I think his face very funny. HAHA

I've posted most of the USS photos up on blog.

Your absence makes my heart grow fonder.
I want you. . . . . . . Babe! *Meooow* (IKR)

I wish I have her tits, maybe a lil smaller than hers will do :)
Please teach me how to move/send all my fats to my breast.

Happy day... I like a move it, move it. hehehehee

The true blood drama is dl-ing very slow, hence, I'm taking this time to blog.. Let me talk about my academic first, I'm quite upset over the careless mistakes that I had made on my MT paper. I feel so dumb when I walked out of the exam hall, its like before that I was being possessed or something. In short, I just screwed this paper. Hopefully, I can do well for the rest of 3 sub. In the past, I always complain that I want my own room and promised my mom that I will keep my room in clean condition all the time etc. Now, my request has granted, somehow I just can't maintain my room. I can say that I'm a very lazy and untidy person! Clothes and things are everywhere in the room, the mess just turn me off~ "Can I have some free labors help me with my room?" And I want to repaint my room as well as decorate it. I plan to finish my room in Sept ;) *then no hesitation to bring my bf home and stay lo* (Ok, That's lame!) My dad also mention that he wants to buy me Iphone 5! *so sweet right* My bio clock sucks, I'm widely awake now. Ciaos, drama time ^^

Shopping is my remedy.
Money is everything.
hahahaha

Bleeding love,
keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding.
I hate M!

I want a man who is hilarious and enjoys teasing.

2011-08-09T01:26:00.007+08:00

Hahaha May I?

A man that knows how to make his woman laugh is the BEST!

Hahahaha. I just want you to make me happy!

Sex, It's National day! Happy birthday SINGAPORE! You will be a wonderful country if only you decrease the tax money and costs etc! Truly, I think it's all the Singaporean's wish! It's 9 Aug! Know what? I got exam on 10 Aug when I haven't even start revising!! Worst, I've missed that freak lectures many many times and seriously no idea what's that subject about though it is very much like chemistry! BUT BUT BUT it is x129372190 harder than CHEM! I'm very sure, I can't score this subject already! I'm not hoping much, a pass will do ;) My procrastination never fail to lead me down! I spent Sun and Mon idling and playing. *Very guilty* After this post, gonna have supper and then ciaos home to sleep! I REALLY HOPE I CAN SIT AND STUDY THE WHOLE DAY ^^

Never bow to your setbacks!
Smile, nothing is impossible..

No one will help you, once you get fucked.

2011-08-05T02:38:00.003+08:00

I want to live in the castle.

Forever craving: Cheese popcorn ;)

Frankly speaking, I've no idea who is she.

My first item from USS :) Chio right!

Sometimes, I really wish to be taxi driver.

The water vapour make my legs wet.

Hahahaha! I should be given this award.

This kungfu panda was chasing a lil girl,
and then the lil girl cried and shouted
"Naughty, I HATE YOU!"
EPIC!

Oh my fav, Betty boop :)
She asked me to give her the polaroid of me and her!
Kind of WEIRD!

Hahahahahahaha

Did I mention USS was fun? Some of the USS pictures are above, few more days I will upload all in FB! I was very busy with my dance and school work, hence I did not have the time to update my blog! However, everything has come to an end, as performance ended, study break soon! Eh but, I rather dance & study than mug for the coming exams. I feel worry and stress when you put so much hope on me! "You may think I'll sure score well etc." but NO, luck plays an important part. Maybe it's just Miracle and Weird la, I also have no idea why I can score too! Forget it, no one will believe my story! I just hope that I got the luck for whatever things I'm doing. My first performance in NYP was a pretty awesome experience; I would like to sincerely thanks those who came and supported me! After the performance, I was down with fever, flu and injured my leg. I can't walk properly now and my tasteless taste bud makes me feel so ill at times. I got so much to say, dear!

PS: I hate people that snatch taxi/cab! They should just die. _!_

I want to GET WELL SOON :B

2011-07-28T22:58:00.003+08:00

Hehehee. My diving CD :) I wanna dive again!!!

I'm rushing my presentation now! I got no mood to do the slide seriously, since afternoon I'm doing the ppt and you know what? Until now, I only manage to do 3 slides. FML! I didn't go school today because I'd overslept. I couldn't fall asleep and I slept at 5am because my neck hurt like hell. After USS trip, I sort of sprained my neck and gotten many bruises on my legs and hands. I don't know how I get those injuries but never mind as the thrilling rides are worth the sacrifices!! You know what's my next target? To experience BUNGY JUMP and the cliff JUMP! OMG~! It was simply awesome on TUESDAY; Sumptuous dinner and lunch, have fun with mock family, First trip to USS, Etc. Hahaha..

Ps: Looking forward to dance pract but not presentation :(

2011-07-27T22:04:00.001+08:00

I'M VERY STRESS AND FED UP!

YOU TESTING MY PATIENCE SERIOUSLY!

2011-07-24T20:06:00.005+08:00

Close your eyes and give me your hand, darlin.

Awww! Tomorrow going to be Monday blues D: Poly life is all about TEST PROJECT PRESENTATION REPORT AND EXAMS! NON STOP! Finally, I start to pack my wardrobe but my nose is not cooperating with me.. It just can't stand/take the dust particles; Result in me SNEEZING non-stop!-.- Hence, I gave up after packing halfway. I shall wait for my mom to rescue me~ MJ my weekends away and I lost 50 bucks =/ I will win it back! I'm going USS soon with my awesome "mock" family :) My birthday is nearing, I can't imagine how often I will visit club after my birthday. HAHA! Probably, not gonna club cause I've lost the interest in it.. *I'll not break my promises* How should I celebrate my birthday? Actually, I don't feel like celebrating my birthday cause I don't know where to celebrate etc. Sigh~

Bro just came back from BKK!
Now another bro going Macau! *Fill him with luck* (AMEN)
Soon, someone going to France & Paris! (BRANDED GOODS) ^^

2011-07-19T22:31:00.011+08:00

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Dashing couple wear isn't it ?
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this will be an IDEAL present to get for your partner or male friends :)
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Surprised? I'm back with long curly hair :)

Having a dilemma, to keep it short or long..
Tell me your opinion!
'
Goodbye to my colored hair, I'm so reluctant to dye it black.
Extent my hair because I don't want to look like a extreme nerd.
With black spec, short black hair and bangs. HAHAHA!

I know you will still love me . . . .

Finally, I met my ladies today after school.. I managed to find some time out for them cause it's like really very long I didn't meet them already! I missed their craps & gossips* What did I do for today? I've bought somethings at Atrium events; I'm being very supporting because every events held in school, I'll definitely get some stuff. HAHA! I will cut this post short as I need to rush my presentation slides by today as there's dance practice tomorrow, hence, I'm unable to do it! :( *Shag to the max*

Hard work will pay off one fine day!
*Cheers*

I miss my leisure time.
I want to shop at TOWN!
I've been missing lots of goods~

2011-07-17T20:49:00.006+08:00

Dance company ^^

NYP percussion :) Should I join ? hmmmmm.

Sylvia :)

Dance mates~

Supzxz Mickey! I'm like in Disneyland.

It's family day! I wanted to treat my family to eat at Crab village but my Dad doesn't want to go. And there goes my butter sotong craving! I've been craving for cheese popcorn for darn long, no time go down to get it :( Sat, I was down hence, didn't get my ass to dance pract! Basically, I spent my weekends on Mj, watching Vampire Diaries and Projects. Yet, I've only settled with one of my projects when there are 4 to due this week.. You know what, I just wish those irresponsible guys to die or withdraw from course, I can't handle them, if you are handsome maybe I would do it for you la, you're like one knn typical beng with fk up attitude.. *Sigh, suey* I know 3 mins of performance is short but the practices that need to work this 3 mins show out is like taking 3 whole weeks! Our objective is to put a nice show to the audience :) I could say the dance choreography isn't easy at all for the upcoming performance! I feel like giving up at times, I hope I can endure all the way to September! After this post, I shall rush my presentation! IT'S RUNNING OUT OF TIME !!! *POUT*

Sometimes, I feel that I've got no where to rant.

Can you make me happy?

2011-07-15T00:35:00.011+08:00

I got only two photos of my hamtaro, he runs damn fast.
Can't capture any clear photos as can't take with flash.

Hamtaro, I love you~

Dance practice was like redoing/rewind steps again and again and that hurt my ankle and knees so much now. I don't want to injure my legs; Old injuries will always find you and stay until you die.. I don't want it to happen on me, I know having a illness is very scary! Especially legs, we lose them is equally losing 3/4 of your life. Being immobilize for the rest of your life, depending on others to take care of you and it's also become a burden to your love ones. Legs must be well taken care of, alright :) Yay, I get to know more info about NYP heartbeat percussion and also asking friends to join with me! NYP's attendance system is stewpig! I've been attending school everyday and they sent me warning letter and are accusing me of not attending my lessons! Fk screwed! I shall seek for my personal mentor =/ I need to do lots of projects, barely have my leisure time. July's schedule is so packed :( Come to think about it, poly life isn't great at all. You may think that in Poly, you will be more free! But indeed you'll be busier than in Secondary and there are more tasks given. These few days were like sadlife_93! Seriously sad, seems like nothing can make my heart smile..

My Worries:
Coming exams!
My hair!
My legs!
My health!
My WEIGHT! *hahaha*

I miss my ladies~

I plan nicely.
Wait patiently :)

Sorry > 13 the 7!

2011-07-14T00:48:00.010+08:00

Implication . . .

It's freaking awesome, I gonna take out my Guzheng and learn~

I saw the ugliest Doremon mascot in my life in NYP! Aww, I got an urge to join one more CCA, don't know if I can cope.. Just now I saw the band perform in school and thats the one I wanted to join! I just simply love Agogo bells and I wanna play with it!

Its an awful day, started the day with a disastrous morning. My heart ached so much, you know is like loving him so much and it just gone.. I got even more traumatized when he left after I looked at him~ I don't how to express it out, I'm so SORRY! I should have care you more, I know I couldn't do anything to salvage it anymore. I'm just screwed to neglect you! And IF you fucking think is my fault, then put the blame on me okay! My bad, your good~! *Tired of Arguing* Until now, I just freaking can't get over it! Hope you leave for better, be a better man next life =/ Dance practice till quite late, my legs start aching again! I don't want my muscle to build up anymore~ Exhausted max *Night* 8am lesson tomorrow and is the fucking teacher :(

Accept my apology!
I will feel better after. . .
(L)(H)

You know I hate it and you do it.

2011-07-12T22:27:00.004+08:00

Don't know why suddenly siao bling bling again.

Should I fill my whole camera with blings? Hmmm.

Time check: week 13! Gonna be a busy bumble bee till end of week 16. Then week 17 need to mug very hard for End Semestral Exam. Yesterday, I wanted to complete my project but my Dad had obstructed me from doing it. He turned off the lights and expect me to work/see in the dark? He is so discouraging and I felt very upset & mad about it. Like how many voltage would I used by turning on one light bulb! I know it's late so I didn't want to get into any tense up argument. I went to bed straight, however, I couldn't fall asleep and I think it's really a waste of my time lo. I could have taken the time to finish up my project and the point of time I GOT THE FEELING TO COMPLETE MY PROJECT! The feeling's very rare and the opportunity just gone like this.. FAG* Today, I spent my time blinging my calculator and camera during lecture. I don't know why, I just can't pay attention in class~ Then I'll get panic when I don't know how to do. *Someone told me that and it's very true..* HAHA!

He: Why you always don't pay attention in class?
I: I don't understand......
He: Of course la, you are doing those thing. How you understand like that?
I: At the very beginning, I already don't understand -.-
He: Then you will keep ask me questions when there's assignment -.-
I: HEHEHEHE.

I bought something for my Prince today, hopefully he will love it :D
Eh, and I lost my ear pierce :( No music for me while walking the long pathway~ I need to dye my hair black and I'm so reluctant to do so! SAD_LIFE *POUT* Oh ya, my clothes always MISSING IN ACTION! *W-T-F_LIFE! -'-

Lastly, something that makes me happy today which is
I PASSED MY TOUGH MATH! :)

2011-07-12T00:51:00.000+08:00

Hi dear, my timing is screwed again, lesson at 8am later but I just woke up at 10pm! I'm widely awake and I hope I could complete my project by today! It weighs 40%, feeling damn stress because I don't know where to start/do. Sigh. I'm using NOKIA phone now, not because my Iphone cannot be use or what. I just feel like using it and it's freaking hard to type on the tiny keypad. One msg takes about 10 mins? But it's okay cause I gonna get Iphone white soon :) Immma hungry! Awww

PS: There's a reaction column at every end of the post!
Give me some of your reaction man! :D

2011-07-11T01:37:00.009+08:00

NYP people take note that Dance company is performing this coming Wed at Atrium @ 1.10pm I'm not performing but DC is gonna impress the audience with our dance. Above song is the dance song and I like it very much. Hehe gonna skip class on WED to catch their performance though I see it every dance practice. LOL! Dreadful Monday is here, it's not that bad cause my school starts at 1pm! Projects and presentation incomplete, errrrr I haven't even start doing it. Fine, I'm going to start doing after this post, I mean my words! Hopefully I could get 2/3 done by today :D I think I've blogged too much during the weekends. 3 posts on blogger and 1 post on Onsugar. This is a good thing, isn't it ? :) Contact lens are yet arrive and the seller claimed that her hotmail acc has been hacked and she is trying to retrieve it back. Awww, I think I would be my first and the last time purchasing lens from her.. MJ just now and I won my $20 back. Sexcited for my coming IPHONE white! Hell yeah. Meanwhile, I don't feel like using my Iphone 3gs and I don't know why I want to use Nokia E5. Hahahaha.

PS: Baby's photo (Y)

Baby, just one night!

2011-07-10T01:55:00.003+08:00

Laogao's Birthday Pic(s)

His nonsense is never ending one.

Birthday boy in white. 22nd lo :)

Singh Seng!^^Quite rhyme

Miss Adam cannot drink. "I drink too fast liao"

Hahahaha 312 dao ka!

Bimbo->

Like a black only~

Have a nice family day, readers :D

Finally, I've changed my blog skin after like 6 years? I love my previous a lot but then I like classic skins too. Maybe I might change back~ If only classic has bright red skin! I admit that I'm an IT noob~ I got headache when I start doing or looking at the HTML code. Why do they need to make it so complicated? Just had MJ sessions with friends and I lost about $20 bucks. Insufficient sleep will just make you to lose money! Because you won't be guarding your "xia jiao" and not knowing what tiles are being discard at times. Conclusion: No energy don't play mahjong :) I've learnt my lesson! HAHAHA

2011-07-09T18:28:00.006+08:00

Black as the devil
Pure as an angel
Sweet as LOVE.

I wish I have you every time.
You would simply make my day.
April the 16th~

Dance performance has keep me hectic for this whole month, the preparation and practice have wholly scheduled my JULY away! Oh yeah, I went sun tanning today for like 3 hours and it makes me feel so sticky wherever I go. Next headed to town and got the heels I wanted so much and also my craving: Famous Amos Cookies. Yummy* Anyone wants to hit town with me? End season sales!~ Awww every shop is so fascinating.. I feel like shopping so much but it's not the right month to do so cause I'm freaking broke now. SIGH* Should I skip school on Monday ? :) I've been procrastinating my projects which due on the coming week, I feel so stress & stuck right now. The biggest distraction whenever I on comp is FUNSHION, I'm so indulge with Vampire dairies and true blood. It's all about VAMPIRES and nowadays, I also always dream about it. Pretty thrilling in my dreams* Oh cries, I just saw the 4D draw and it made me mad again! Shuwen got her new Hp no. so I bought her Hp no. Then first prize was 5229 when I bought 9225. What a close one again! FML. Better luck for tmrw draw please :)

I believe every LIBRA will have it in theirs 18th.
Similarity :D
WAIT~

Don't be so selfish seriously.
I do not need a fuck of yours.
& fucking have your originality

2011-07-06T00:59:00.009+08:00

Family gives the greatest support.
However, I got no support and love.
Can I get ur lil attention?
Can u just get what I want for me!!!??
Stop being so bias! :(

Truly concern every single of them.
Don't want the good r/s w them to become strange.

Freakkkkkkkking angry now. I was actually having a good sleep but then someone just act irrationally and woke me up! How nice and I can't fall asleep already. This lil things you did can make me real mad you know? I've a cock up bio clock already yet you are making worst to it and it's like torturing me in a way!!! My current Iphone also spoiled and I'm so broke now! PLUS PLUS PMS! RENOVATION = HAYWIRE DAYS!
LIFE SUCK SO MUCH IN JULY!

DADS ALSO DON'T WANT SUPPORT ME! HELPLESS :(

I HATE BIAS-NESS
DON'T MAKE ME FEEL THIS WAY.
I'm SO UPSET ABOUT IT!

I wish next life to be a MAN!

2011-07-05T03:18:00.006+08:00

Everything's worth, I appreciate every lil things.

Dine @ New york !

My beloved boy :)

My sleeping timing is so screwed up! I'm wide awake at this timing :( I barely have enough sleep these days, I thought I could sleep throughout, however, my bio clock is not working with me! Fuck* I hate this feeling very very much...

Vampire dairies & True blood :D

I'm awesome, popsome!

DELIGHTS!

2011-07-04T02:08:00.004+08:00

I think this facial cleaning is not bad!

MY YUMMY BURGER!

The salad I'm going to sell at my mom's shop :)

Currently, still thinking of more varieties.

I'm a potential wife that cooks!

Nom nom! wanna have a bite? :D

AH! Tmrw school officially starts like normal and it gonna be a dreadful Monday! Aiyaaa! I'm very depressed la!! I don't wish to face the reality of me failing all my subjects in poly! Last night, celebrated Laogao's birthday and today celebrated x.Ben's birthday with him. Both of their birthday fall on the same day! Prince told me that he's very happy~ He happy = I happy! SUNDAY 4D! 1st 6926 2nd 3284 3rd 6160. AND YOU KNOW WHAT?! I bought 6925, 3283, 6140!!!!! I WAS LIKE WTF!!! That was really a close one. If I strike this, I will be over the Jupiter! Apparently, my luck is not there yet and what's yours, will be yours eventually! =) *Better luck on the next 4D draw* Actually, I'm still quite mad over it!! ARGHH~ Oh yeah! I start my salad biz on my mom's shop, the above pictures are what I've done! Give me your point of views and anything to improve on? Like packaging or ingredient wise. Via Formspring ~

YOU LIE
I DON'T BELIEVE :)

I can't stop you
cause I'm nobody!

I want you to be happy.

2011-06-29T03:38:00.003+08:00

Look slimmer? Hehaho!

PastaMania (Tomyum seafood pasta)

My Carlo Rino Bagpack :D

Bought my watch at City chain!

I feel very contented whenever I see it.
(Sounds very kiddy)

TATA! My new watch. Beautiful? (Pocket big hole)

Hello readers, I'M AN OWL! Argh, I'm unhappy with my sleeping timing. I only could fall asleep when it's like 5/6am? And this sucks very much. I know I should stop complaining and start doing something about it. Math paper is down, I could also say that the result will be down too! I'm left with 2 papers on Thurs and Friday(Physics). Oh my gosh, I hate physics. Do you know how much I got for normal quizzes? Graded F! :( Not even a D for me. This is how bad my physics is, despite knowing how to do the questions in the textbook somewhat I can't get it right during test. Whenever I've the test, my brain went swirling because I've nothing to refer and I get flooded with the god damn lots of formulas. HAHA! Nonetheless, of course I'll try my best. I dyed my hair today, this would be the last time I gonna dye my hair for this entire year. My hair is very thin and vulnerable now, it can easily fall & break! :( It supposed to be BEIGE PINK, however, it came to be like bronze again! Sob* but at least my hair roots is not black :) I was having migraine these few days which is making feel like banging the wall at times. I still have a lot to blog but I think it's time to get my eyes back on the freaking notes. Yeah I'm burning midnight oil to study for the freaking exams. I'm fighting with time; Left a quarter day to study for two subjects as I'm gonna watch transformer 3 later and dine at Crab village! BARELY HAVE TIME! Screwed* Awww, I missed two lessons of dance. *pout*

Tickling.. . . ..

I'm fun and sporty girl.
HEHEHE

I Won't Let Go,

2011-06-26T20:51:00.004+08:00

Sing this song to me~

It's the last day of holiday and I'm like totally not prepared for the impending exams! I want to score well but I always didn't put enough efforts in my studies. When the result is out, then I will start whining. LOL* But this math I'm having, seriously make me hate MATH so much now. I can't solve their problems! Annoyingly, there are so many formulas to memorize >.< Even though, I burn midnight oil yesterday to study for MATH! I STILL DO NOT UNDERSTAND THE CONCEPTS! Okay, I'm stewpig. I gonna mug hard after this post. Oh ya, I gave mom 4 digit no. and she strike 4D! Ya fuck, I forgot to buy! If not I would have covered my expense on BHG!

Honey star all time FAV!

GL HAVE FUN!
*Nervous*

2011-06-24T21:43:00.004+08:00

Happy Father's Day! Steamboat at home :)

Ahma came & celebrated tgt.

Dad bought for me and mom! But small one is mine..

Hehe! I made this salad. Look delicious right..

This looks gross, the "zhu gan"

Today, went town with Singh to get Alene's 21st birthday present. We got her a KEY necklace, I think it's the most mundane gift to buy for peoples'21st present. It simply means they gain their key of independence. Of course, I will not have empty hands home when I go shopping and I'll definitely buy something to pamper myself. I bought a new TITUS watch and actually I wanted to get the AX watch too. Second thought, I think I shouldn't buy so many watches though all look so chio! I'm a contented girl now!!! July, I will forbid myself from buying anything because I'm really spending too much.. Lastly, I had my dinner @ Pastamania! I ate pastamania for two consecutive days and I'm getting sick of it. SO CHEESY! I gonna end here and start study for my Monday math exam... :@

Bye my lovely readers!
Have a good rest *with love*

Happy go lucky!
So sat & sun make me feel lucky!

You messed my life.

Pretty clothes selling away.

2011-06-20T15:57:00.010+08:00

Selling @$15
Brandnew Size S in purple.

British Type Fashion Vertical Stripe Shirt

Selling @$16. Brandnew

Length	57cm
Bust	85cm
Shoulder	37cm

Selling @$18 (R.T.P $22)
Size S. (Wore Once)

Chanel Inspired Dress in apricot.
R.T.P $30 Selling @ $27. BRANDNEW
Length 78cm Size: Free

LB Black Velvet Tube.
Selling @$27 (Brandnew)

Selling @$17. Brandnew.
Satin Pink and white.
Fit Uk6-Uk10.

Selling LB Hilda Pink shorts @ $22 BrandNew.

(R.T.P $27)
Size M measurement 12.5" waist and 18'' hips 14.5'' down.

Selling this $18 R.T.P($26)
Length 68cm-102cm.
I love this however, I think it's short for me.

I'm also selling Authentic BEBE Rhinestone Black top away.

Size S. @$40 (My shoulder is too broad, wrong size)
Wore twice. It's in good condition.

Email me: Limyaqi@hotmail.com
Your GAIN, my lost.

2011-06-20T03:46:00.007+08:00

I don't miss school or lectures! Prolong my holidays!!!!

Bala at ASSUIE and she wants to webcam!

Edited by ME!

Oh readers, I am here to rant! It's not good for me to rant on twitter at such timing and the number of followers are increasing. Hence, I'm afraid that they will find me irritating as I always tweeting :) First and foremost, I don't understand why teacher insist us to submit a 1000 words report when there is nothing much for us to write about. I can clearly explain it within 300 words and what should I do to the 700 words? Copy and paste 3 times? Math made me mad :( I've literally forgotten all the topic, not even a single question I know how to do! Hopefully, Jason is free to teach me :) Did I mention that I am selected for school model? If I'm not wrong, my face will be at the banner and handbook. Problem is my sleeping timing sucks now and I might have difficulty waking up early on Tuesday! Argh, I'm super fail in controlling myself from shopping, I'm so broke yet I'm spending all my money and left penniless. But it's okay when things arrive, I'll be super elated. My commitment in dance is so far so good, though it burned my Wed ladies' night and Friday night!

I feel so love when you talked to me just now! *Apple smile*

Balancoire & Chasse~

Can I have your a little attention and time? :(

2011-06-17T16:40:00.001+08:00

L-O-V-E!

Cool right!

Hahaha. VS!

Ballerina(S)

Hahaha. Holy!

The twist vs the black.

Splassssssssssssh!

Floating. Miao & Wen!

It's very obvious that we jumped!

Sup yoz readers! Sneak preview of Crystal's birthday celebration at V hotel. Photos are delayed because I still can't make up my mind which Facebook account to upload. My legs are like aching everyday, can't stand it. Later on, I still have dance practice >( AND there's a pimple on my butt, so damn painful. I really determine to diet, I wanna make salad everyday! I've been procrastinating my projects and revision, 3 more test to go! Sigh. Left one week of holiday, I need to spend it wisely! Wee woo, I need to go and bathe already~ Sayonara!

Cravings!
I'm a fat girl.

Somewhere beyond my imagination.
*wink*

2011-06-08T22:34:00.007+08:00

Thanks people that vote for me at the HYPE contest.

Tell me, you love me.

Im sick! I don't wish to be down on bed. Now it's not to the extent that I can't do anything, somehow I feel that I'll be very sick soon. My throat and ears are so painful! I think either ear or throat infection. Argh, I hate it cause it will lead to fever~ I don't want waste the consultation fee and don't need the prescription. Can I just get the medicine? There's a test and presentation tmrw, I hope my body can take it. Worst I haven't study for my test. My ears are so irritating, there is like buzzing sound. At my current situation, I doubt I can study intelligently :/ Oh ya, I skipped school today, well it's because I need a good rest & there's only 1.5 hours lesson. I'm also kinda pissed off by the group mates, there's presentation and they don't seem to care. Next time I would request to do individual!!!! Annabella is going overseas for two weeks, Bon voyage dear! I was waiting for her to come my house and take the jackets from me & she made a sick person waited so long. My mom said she's skinny and that made her happy because I caught her grining! When she left, my mom says if only she's tall, indeed she is very short! LMAO. I gonna turn in now, goodnight readers. Have a fruitful day :D

Frail sick lady!

Make my life more exciting pls.

2011-06-06T22:44:00.002+08:00

Memories :) They have brighten my life with vitality and vibrantly!

Even though I start thinking of you, you won't make any difference in my life anymore. Prolly just missing the happy memories with you & whatever we had done. Knowing how much we'd changed & distant with each other. I wish I can make it right~ Dance dance! I'm feeling inferior! I can't split nor a fast learner. June end is the start of lyrical hip hop :D Reggae coming next! Oh yeah, practice makes perfect! After this week of school, lets commence the 2 weeks of study break! Finally, I do not need to walk the warm pathway to school for 2 weeks! I would mug hard for my upcoming tests, get a 3.2 GPA! The china' are so hardworking! They gonna dominate for sure..

Maturity
Think before acting!
Spare a thought.

If only I have the power of "stop"
I can't stop myself from shopping.
Stop myself from acting impulsive.
Stop myself from being so lazy.
Stop myself from eating so much.

*I just want to "stop"
Grant me with the power please!

2011-05-30T21:44:00.009+08:00

Are my readers still reading my blog? Don't stop reading okay, I'll start blogging!
May is rather a hectic month as there are many projects/presentations to due. There were too many things for me to blog, I also do not know where or when should I start to blog about so I shall let the pictures speaks. I've joined the HYPE.COM.SG contest, I'm certain that I would win the contest. HAHA! Dance company practice is starting on Wednesday, I'm feeling tired & excited! Contradicting feeling* People that do not contributing anything in group work, they are real fk up people! Being so self-centered, you might as well do individual. Don't act in front of me, because I have seen many people like you before. You irked me inside out! I feel very stress w th Math~

I need to settle the followings:
-Iphone white
-MioTV
-Bag pack
-White shoe
-Dance outfit
-Keyboard protector
-Shop
-IPL treatment

I was pretending drinking only :)

I got three tone body!

IM LIKE SO TANNED. I HATE IT.

The sibei lok.

Like those tumblr cake pic right. Amelia's effort.

LOL! EPIC.

Artist!!! He gave me his name card. HAHA!

See my hair like a short only!

Kenneth's Bday @ Studio M hotel.

She wasn't studying, she was playing fishing joy!

I like the wall~ Like a cool!

Singh!

See she's acting tardy behind me.

We went to FLB6!

I still prefer KFC! Finger licking good!

Kelly's Bday ! *LOVE*

Like a distant only!

He pointed -'- -'- at her.

Irsan, Anis & AJI!

My cracking pink nails :D

I not going to smile! Fierce ka wanna be!

Mom mom bought these but no one reads it yet. HAHA!

2011-05-04T23:19:00.015+08:00

A compliment simply can make everything worth while!

$90+ from Magic Shop! Initially, I felt I was being scam but after I use, actually it's not that bad! However, I'm very lazy to apply products everyday so I think it's useless for me. I was in the sales girl's spell at that point of time and she beckoned me forward to the cashier! *LMAO*
The prizes I won at Yunting's birthday party! Champion for BEST DRESS, the theme was colorful! I love to participate in this kind of dressing thingy! Haha! Spontaneous :D

OH YAY THIS CARD !! SAVE MORE SPEND LESS!

Told ya, I'm very determine to slim down! I'll work out more often after my muscle gets better. Few days back, I did intense exercise thus I'm having great ache now! Sigh~

Wednesday = LADIES NIGHT! Everyone has general conclusion that I will always club and give me a wtf face! Actually its kind of annoying when someone gives a stereotype opinions or exaggerate views. If in your life time, you didn't PARTY before then you are allow to say others. If you haven't even experience it or what, don't bloody talk about "I will never ever step into club!" It's also a loser for not experiencing clubbing! For god sake, I had heard it innumerable times and never once someone meant what they said! Partying is a place for me to hang out with my close babes/dudes & enjoy the beat of the music! When you start partying and you encounter someone giving you this, you will feel the same as me! Frankly speaking, I only club when I've big groups of friends going or celebrations! Stop reacting tardy, you bloody puny tiny social connections! School has started and mood for party also gone, I know you all won't believe it! This prove it, today all of them are partying at PH! I STAY AT HOME AND BLOG NOW! Sad case, tomorrow & Friday gonna be damn shag for me! I'm entirely busy from the morning to night for both days! AH, I can't celebrate Mother's day on Friday.

Today, after school I went to Northpoint because it's raining rabies cats and dogs; my jeans was soaked -.- I had my Ezlink card done, followed by my POSB GO card! Awesomeness~ There were many coincidences & the card consists of many meaningful numeric! When I reached home, I started cooking Western cuisine! For the first time, I think its tasty & my bro said so too! The day before, I spent 100$ over at Northpoint ._. and my limit for shopping has reached! $300+ on the 3rd of May! LOL~ *Hopeless* Yunting's birthday I could describe it using 4(P)s- SPLENDID Planner, Prizes, Party, People! ^^ I'll elaborate more after I upload her birthday photos on blog!

Audition!
ALL the BEST!
AWE!

Horns spike me!
A smile melts my heart.
*wink*

2011-04-28T23:51:00.005+08:00

First and foremost, issues in my poly life!

1)Do I have AWESOME classmates?
Seriously no, I think I can't clique with my classmates despite like most of you know that I will socialize with people well but somewhat it doesn't work on my classmates. Some are weird, noisy, arrogant, quiet, immature! I'm not saying that I'm an ideal classmate to make with but one thing I'm sure of I don't behave like that! Okay, lets see in future it gets worse or better!

2)Math is another problem, I'm afraid that I might fail it because it has been two weeks of school and I still can't cope with my calculus math! They have started on Topic 2 and I'm still stuck at Topic 1! I'm freaking slow & I just got my book yesterday! Sad case. LOL~

3) 2nd week of school, guess what I've been taking cab to school bcos I woke up late etc! Sometimes my dad fetches me to school, he's so sweet! So far, I only train to school ONCE. Expenses increases as I always cab! I don't afford to miss lessons cause I AM REQUESTED TO DO WELL THIS SEM! ^^

Nonetheless, I've my two lovelies girls above!
Friends in school = motivation to study!

DISDAIN in school life.
Motivate me to stay on!

Started it with regrets.
I think I always do.

26!

2011-04-26T23:58:00.001+08:00

Well well, I'm trying out my blogging iPhone app. I bought my white fujitsu lappy, actually I'm quite reluctant to buy that model but long story, the one I wanted only avail in TP. So shit and today I saw the toshiba model I wanted so much in my school and I was almost bursted into anger! Really sickening man. There are many people pissed me off today. I shall not note down what had happened cause I know you all wont want me to rant a long post. I also gotten my purple laptop bag! It's beautiful :) oh ya, one thing that makes me happy is daddy says this September, we are gg to some Angmo country! Hopefully is Las Vegas and only when I'm official so that I'm able to play some adults game at their well known casino! Hehehe Ok. I'll collect all my debts soon. Hehe

2011-04-19T18:26:00.003+08:00

The place always reminds me of you.

I wish I could see your true colors.

I'm gggggggg to slim SOON!!

PINK is a very sexy colour!

HOLY CRAP! I skipped lessons on my second day of school. It's really a torture because I only slept for 3 hours and I attended 4hours of lecture straight. Tmrw CCA orientation! How fun :) I'm so excited about it! I'll definitely update again about what CCA I choose. Let me rant a little, the amount of stress and transport are kind of fearing me but I hope it won't affect my attendance. The Math is really tough, I had never felt Math so difficult before during my Sec school days. A math especially, perhaps it's new to me and it takes time for me to understand/cope. I'm really impressed by those students who take A math and E math during Sec sch! (Y) When I was walking back home just now, I bought 7 colors of nail polish! I'm not getting VAIN/spendthrift. Actually is the satisfaction makes me continue to work on my nails, especially when you feel that your nails are god damn beautiful!

I AM ENVIRONMENT PERSON!
HEHEHE!

Truly, I need to be more confident in myself.
Self-praising myself every moment!
HAHAHA!

2011-04-19T00:47:00.002+08:00

CHANEL WORK IS PERFECTLY GREAT!

I've a nice experience as I met all the professional artists over the world and they indeed very impressive. I'm getting their cosmetics, I know their products are expensive but I feel the differences and the quality of it that worth the range of price. *Recommend you all to try it* I feel so blessed in April, I swear this 2011 April has extreme impacted in my heart. I never feel so much love before so I'm going to note it down on my bloggy! Especially on 16th April (Insert many hearts)! For what I love is the beginning of April until the mid but not the day of school reopen onwards! My mood is kind of affected because of the start of school, prolly it's because my timetable is fucked up! Well-spent APRIL before my devil torture starts! I hope May will be as AWESOME as APRIL too! Last year April was a crap! Hahaha* I was late for the first day of school, school starts at 8am tmrw and I'm wide awake now! This is bad cause I know I'm gonna be late again! I got the DKNY bag as my school bag! I feel good when I'm able to own what I want but not taking money from my parents nor my siblings for the things I want/get! I feel that those people who always take money from their family members are really ______ or even use their family member's things and act as if it belongs to him/her. I'm not wastrel! I contribute to my family by buying groceries and some other stuffs home. As the youngest at home, I think I've did more contributions than my brothers lo!! Whatever it is, I love my family!

Grown!
Th bunch of people really need to
WAKE UP their idea.

Please behave like your age.
If winning is so impt, you will never succeed!
Kiddy

2011-04-11T02:32:00.003+08:00

Mom mom!

I think my relationship with my mum gets a little better ! We were chatting then I told her what I wanted to eat, mee sua and noodle mixture. She went out of the room, I continued to watch my show, awhile later she shouted for me. So I came out of the room and I saw the half noodle and half mee sua w abalone & fishballs serving hot for me! How lovely~ However, money issues always brought us to argument and quarrel, this is what I loathe the most. WOW! I went to swim with my bro's gf today! (Y)

Don't ever act in front of me.
Pull off your damn fuck mask.

Blackshot- L4D2! GAMER LIM
A noob melee user! haha

2011-04-10T04:10:00.010+08:00

Independence =)

Horse friends are turning 21!!

HEBE :D National day baby!

When Janne young! ^^

We wore Pink Polo!! :)

Breakfast, spending time with family!

HOW FAST! Holidays are ending and School is starting!! Few things I'm afraid of, 1st the new environment and new classmates, 2nd the course and the amount of work to do, 3rd my attendance and endurance! April is a hectic month I guess? As I couldn't have time to post a proper one, I will try to update whenever I'm free. Happy news, I'm very determine to lose weight and train abs!! Yay, I finally did photo shoots to update my comcards and I'm anticipating for those pictures! I will upload all in FB once I receive it-Like and Comment it yo! Sometimes, when people have forgotten what they did, don't expose them or remind them. It will turn to be DAMN AWKWARD! Chanel event starting on Monday! Hopefully I could get their foundation at a cheaper price! If I've discount, I will reveal on twitter. So check it out @Elyselyq ! Seriously, I don't know what brand lappy should I get! Toshiba, Vaio, Asus, Lenovo, Fujitsu? This five choices only~ Oh ya, Mommi bought me 3 STORY BOOKS @Popular and dinner @BBQ Chicken today!

PARTYING PARTYING (Y)
Don't stop.

Agony keeps flowing in my blood,
when somethings related to you! (N)

2011-04-02T04:00:00.004+08:00

I like Amelia's expression :D

Celeste Oh! :)

I was talking :) Funny~

Ladies night! 30th March.

Oh yeah, sat and sunday will be the day

tequila pop!

I got 3 & more :P

Finally we club tgt. I WISH IT HAPPEN MORE OFTEN!

Flaming redddd yo! Social-able lim baby :D *Sweet*

I love to club but I hate it when I perspire.

I look like thai girl~ LOL! My guitar mentor.

1st!!!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

I just came back from rounding with many people & it was fun and pretty funny! We did something embarrassing and superstition. Happy April Fool day! Too many things to summarize and I wanted to mention all but I'm simply lazy. Okay, I've fooled many people and it's damn hilarious cause I wasn't being fool by anyone! Went Vertech (Lan-shop) played Blackshots! Then off to many places and ate meat balls at Lavender! Final destination, we went to MBS; this is the funny part. hahaha! When I think about it, I feel like laughing out loud. I'm also very excited about the photo shoots on Sunday & Chanel events! Wish everyone lucky & happy!

Lets play dare & dare.
Cause nobody is telling the truth.

Always be my baby :)
It's ~~Friday~~
SATURDAY

2011-03-29T05:49:00.005+08:00

ROMPERS & the hairband theme..

Awesome :) It's at Sbw park.

Amelia's birthday birthday present from me & Sheena. The shades!

Libras & Aries. LOL!

I wish my legs are as fair as my upper body! I hate it when I take photos, my legs are like bangala's! Feel so damn sad about it. I'm thinking of wearing JEANS and not let my legs to expose to sunlight for sometimes. Hope it works!

My diet fails because I can't change my freaking timing and I get hungry early in morning like 3/4am. That supposed to be my Dinner! Hahaha~ In order to slim down, I need to get my timing right first which is unyielding to me. I will persevere~ I'm going to swim with Alicia on Wed, excited much. All I want is true friends that will not give me shits but not those acting true in front of me! Oh ya, there's one moron that comments about me as if she really knows me. I don't freaking know her but what she says really surprised me! The funny thing is she added me in Facebook! If you're right in front of me somehow someday, I'll definitely say this to you "UGLY BITCH" disGRACEful! If someone exposes me one fine day like how I did to her, I'll feel damn embarrassing. I think she won't feel embarrassed because now there is no one knows who am I referring to. BUT I WILL REVEAL IT SOON! HAHA. I'm happy that I'm going to have my own room & own lappy soon. One of my wishes is to DIY MY OWN ROOM, soon it gonna be fulfill. Have a fruitful day readers.

I'm not going to be in LOVE!
THIS FREAKING YEAR!
I believe too much :)

Well, April fool is around the corner.
LETS FOOL AROUND =D
I truly miss LB a lot,
though I'm afraid of picking up his calls.
Its becos you stay strong in my heart.

2011-03-24T16:54:00.005+08:00

Hahaha! She has a nice bombard hair! I like it :D

Haha! Realized something? I didn't post any ANGMO photos! I think those darker skin color one are much nicer and friendlier? The damn sun is damn scorching that day. Perspiring non-stop!

I like this picture!! The background is pretty nice. Sentosa, who's on?

STOMP! Luckily not much unglam photos on Stomp & I appear there for some good reasons but not those bad one that attracts people to criticize.

I woke up early in the morning to eat breakfast with Mammos! I don't know why I felt so tired during the noon so I went to take a nap, a short nap I wanted but then I was overslept for the town trip with my ladies. Haha! The bed is always beckoning me, so shiok to have one big bed but I always sleep at one corner. Should I go find them or wait for them to come back then I go SBW with them? Aww! I'm craving for Tomyam ee mian!!!!! My dad is funny, he bought stone chicken and mountain pork back from Malaysia. By hearing the name, my appetite lost! He still smile cheekily to me, I was like huh, really must eat those food meh -.-!! Bros are away, how am I suppose to finish those funny food. Worst, he asks me to hammer the chicken! ._.

If you happy and you know,
CLAPS YOUR HAND!

If you really wanna show and really wanna know
KISS ME TENDERLY! hehehe*

I lost my words.
I lost my appetite.
I gonna win them back.

2011-03-23T23:13:00.004+08:00

MOVIE @Cine ;) Caught the rival movie, I didn't know it was Sg show. SO YA! Expected for a better show but it turns out to be quite disappointing.

CANELE! At the point of time I was damn bloated but I craved for a cake for quite long so I went to eat it. HEHE! Superb! I was thinking about my diet so I left without getting any macarons! Hahaha Hopefully, I can slim down ASAP :)

Success jump (Y)

World water day event at Marina Barrage!

Love you classmate ting :D

Today was great! Went swimming with Yanfen at her place. My stamina is freaking low, I lost my breath like after one lap? We did Sauna as well, told ya I got a great determination on slimming down and I'm restricting myself from eating some high calories food. I will try to resist from all the nasty temptation! Beauty are pain! Agree? Woman wants beauty but don't want life. But I'm not those type of woman! I go for healthy diet, I still eat like normal just that eating more FRUITS than usual. Exercise more often than usual! Yeah, I wish I am at Bali right now to enjoy their massage and water sports. I miss the place so damn much but not the mosquitoes there. Nowadays, my family having problems so I shall leave the troubles to the adults and stay away from them and try not to be a burden to them. Oh ya, I'm also searching for wall decals but the website I saw their designs are limited. Hopefully, I could find more designs as soon as possible! I can't wait to decorate my wall! Tell me if you have any webby that sells wall decals ;) I shall drop the idea of getting the Lv bag! :( I'm craving for Ice cream-COOKIE AND CREAM right now! I know I'm on diet but one tub won't affect my weight right. HAHA Self convince* Hitting town tomorrow =D

Do you know I hate to wait.
Sick problem every time.
I'm indecisive.

I miss you, does that mean love you as well? :D
Forever behaving this way.
I wish I could stop.

2011-03-21T02:44:00.010+08:00

I've decided to change the way I blog, I think this will give you guys a better picture at the same time you can visualize. You know what, every time I see my site counter increases tremendously I get super contented about it because this tells me that there are people viewing my blog and by not letting you all stop reading, I'll try to update regularly to keep my blog alive! The another reason for me to keep posting is for memories' sake. The hectic & fun week is over. Let me start on Sunday(20Mar)! Basically, early in the morning met Hong Yun Ting then shared cab to Marina barrage and worked together the slackest job I supposed. I think most of the time we were taking pictures and reading! After work, went home to replenish my beauty sleep. Everyone's pestering me for the photos! & I've uploaded all the photos on FB!

I've been working events last week, this was the Full moon event at Sentosa (TCB). I was late for this event :/ I hope they won't post the photos up, my damn shag face are on almost all photos and the damn scorching sun is annoying, I could barely open my eyes. Must be wondering why I wore the black flip flop, it is because my good damn brother wore my slipper out. Therefore, I end up wearing that to a BEACH!

Sol models! I know I'm fat. I'm going to start my diet! I meant my words but my laziness just overcome me. I need companion to swim with me!!!

Jiawei's 21st birthday at Pasir ris chalet.

Her birthday theme- Girl: White, Boy: Blue.

My newly eye candy! This was taken after the world war three. Look at my hair, the busted guys applied concealer on my head & it took me so long to wash. I didn't know why everyone aims me! I will take my revenge one fine day. Maybe 2nd April!

Drink, drank, drunk! I was quite high that day! Mixture of Beer & liquor & red bull is always my favourite! I think it's the fastest way to get high! If you want to drink, make sure you're high! If not it's just plain bored to see others playing irrationally.

Present to her! I love it cause it's red and limited edition!

Went to Kelly's house to help out with the big cards and rose!

I wish to have many roses during some special day like my birthday! But not those real flower that wither! I AM A PRACTICAL PERSON!

Yeah, caught no string attached with classmates at NEX and had our dinner at Jap restaurant!

He owes me 32 inches long SANDWICH!

Libra! Our aim to OWN LA, MBS & RWS Casino! LMAO.

Potato =) Aries with lots of girls now.

At prince's house! His cat is very scary and I managed to capture one photo with the cat!

He is so sweet!! Love you man. Thanks for everything!

I wanted to keep the left one but he insisted to keep that.

LOL! PLAYING HIGH NOON!

SEE HIS EXPRESSION! Priceless. LOL

Wii !! I thought of getting wii fit so that I can keep fit while playing but I think it's not going to work! As I've such thick fats to burn by playing Wii fit is not enough.

My cutie cousin!

Dou dou the black one and Junior the better looking one.

Dou Ji Yan! LOL! So funny! I think it is the first photo of me doing dou ji yan!

A day out with my sisters to sing and catch up! I miss them all now, esp Shermaine Ang! Probably meet them on Tuesday to plan Sher's belated birthday!

Well, I know my eyes are very dark. Dang! That was the period I got insufficient sleep approximately everyday! Awww, very long post I guess cause I took quite long to blog! Good night lovelies readers! I feel troubled right now, not like I really have something bothering me but just the feeling! WEIRD!

Truly the important memories are heaped and turning to mud.
Every time I heard things about you,
you irked me by the thing you're doing.
You are so sickening!
SHIT YOU-B

Stutter. . .
I afraid that I say the wrong thing again!
Remain silent ~

2011-03-12T04:32:00.003+08:00

Cabby to Orchard to shop.

Hohooooooooooooo!

I see you black and white.

Yeah baby, I will give you everything ^^

LOL! Looks like ahlian right but we're not.

See my bag with those market plastic bags.

Oh dear, most say IM FAT!

I need to mention this again, I FUCKING HATE MY SLEEPING TIME. It's so cock up, my beautiful eyes become an ugly pair of eyes with the dark eyes circle. SICKENING! I can't fall asleep everyday at this timing 4am. Even if I slept at 12am, I would automatically wake up at 4am! I think my hater has cursed me or something. If this continues, I might really gone bonkers *SERIOUSLY*. How could I not gain weight when I wake up at 5/6pm to eat my breakfast and 4am eat my dinner. WTF right! I actually try to sleep with my hungry stomach but I still cannot resist because the hunger is terribly intense kind. I have been away from home for days! The quality of time I spent with my family is very little. Therefore, When I got home today, MUM/AUNT all came to nag at me. I know my Dad still very concern about me just that he didn't want to talk to me. When he's drunk, I think he speaks what in his heart. I know he's unsatisfactory with his daughter. I'm guilty and very depressed with my wrongdoings already. I will mend the broken heart of yours okay! *Muacks* Japan, why you choose this timing to have earthquake? Hope you can fix everything soon for me to visit your country next year! There goes my Japan trip-.- Anticipation in vain~ I bought a bag!! FINALLY. It costs 70$! I don't know why I just feel that it don't worth the price but I love it very much though. I also bought two tops and after second thoughts I think I've wasted money on the tube that doesn't fit me. MARCH IS MONEY TAKER MONTH! I've too many friend's birthday forthcoming. I spent too much too, I need to STOP. Okay, I shall end here too, kinda long post.

Ps: I'm damn lazy girl. hahaha. No more!!!

I will be at your side ^^
Everything, Every-time.

If I die tomorrow.
If I die young.
I die to stop my pain!
Frail~

2011-03-08T19:45:00.005+08:00

Flaming red ^^

yeah I know, it doesn't look like flaming red.

But as long as it's red. I LOVE IT!

Lazy to post what I've done for these days. Basically I have a lot of things to do and to be done! Yesterday went lan gaming with my ladies at Chambers and ate at Chong pang nasi lemak. Oh yay, I need to thanks my beloved baobei for helping me with my red hair! I doubt this red hair can last, it probably last for 8-9 days. After red, I'm going to try Grey! I know it's damn damaging for my hair if I keep dyeing so I might dye during late April? Seriously, I want to work on my sleeping timing, however, it doesn't succeed after many tries. Actually, I feel terribly sad when I couldn't fall asleep yet I see everyone in my house is sleeping soundly and darkness just bring me to feel even lonely. I sat on the sofa and DO NOTHING for hours! Stare blankly into the space, hoping I could sleep but I just couldn't sleep no matter how long I closed my eyes. Damn horrible! Once more, seeing the closest friends you hang out with, have left you out, has the equally feeling of "Heart sinking like Titanic". You will feel sort of being outcast or disowned. Friends, I wanna let you all know that you're really important to me, I cherish every single of my friends! It's just dope =)

What are words if you really don't mean them
WHEN YOU SAY THEM!
When its love,
yeah you said them out loud.

Old habits die hard.
This habit I've been doing for so long!
How am I going to stop it in such barely short time.
So disappointing, I'm a loser~

2011-03-04T02:27:00.003+08:00

Princess oh !

LOL! COCK man

I will haunt you down.

BORED >( I stayed at home again because my lips is still swelling and it's getting more painful! People are asking me to put salt, toothpaste & watermelon thingy! It doesn't help at all *ARGH* I took many hours to paint my nails and I neglected someone. Then I was to tolerate all those cold shits? Fuck man!! My brothers are listening to EMO songs and they keep ask me to listen too! We are EMO LIMS! Dad is disagreeing about me being a tutor with his UNREASONABLE REASONS. I need to WORK, I said it many times since my O's till now. My phone battery died damn fast recently, wadsapp and highnoon are drainer. TSK* The song- what are words is damn nice and true. F U M!

GUITAR!
I think I've changed to another person
that has passion in many things.
Haha.

A tutor wanna be.
A model wanna be.
A dancer wanna be.
A guitarist wanna be.
A forensic scientist wanna be.

2011-03-03T03:14:00.005+08:00

LOVE THE POLAROIDS!

This shirt always resembles you.

Short hair seems healthier

Long hair seems weak.

Don't stop believing me.

It rotates and revolves around.

I'm being good girl for one more day. It is because my lips and eyes swell, I think my body is heaty "发热" so mommi gave me drink something to detoxify. Uploaded Sheena singh's birthday pictures on FB! I don't know what else to blog now. To let you know, I fucking loathe people who msg half way and MIA NOW! Don't make someone wait for your msg all the time. You will try how's the medicine taste like. Argh, talk about it makes me angry! My bro reads my blog and says it's so mushy! I don't find any sentence is mushy._. My dad also says that my NOSE IS SPOILED! I need to go check up again!! It's so troublesome, I wish I would end my life of misery.. Afternoon, I may go visit KME's dog-Kobe! MAYBE ONLY. Her dog is so cute!! If she's selling it, I would be the first to buy it over =) I miss Ace so much; his insane biting.

Ps: I'm lovin my short hair !!

Love with complications.
Grape!

I always have this fear that
you would discover that
I'm not as great as you thought I was.
White lies.

2011-03-02T04:28:00.001+08:00

Hi people. I join the short hair world.

Libra common similarity.

Before hair cut, didn't really cam-whore just now.

I was quite convinced by people's comments of my current hair. As most of the people I met today, said that I look great in this hair style. They didn't give me the shocking face that I thought most people would =) I need to say that I'm not regret or what so ever! Hair will grow, so why do we need to cry over spit milk? Firstly, it is because short hair are easier to tidy, wash & of course dry. Secondly, my long hair was damn damaged and I'm afraid that if I go swimming frequently, it will be even more damaged. Oh well, I'm pretty broke now, I'm not working, not taking allowance and keep on gambling and shopping non-stop. I've a fucked up lifestyle now as well, seriously I need to get a life. My timing now is absolutely unhealthy and this even lead to my eyes to be like Panda's eyes. Sometimes when I looked into the mirror, I wonder why there's a zombie appearing in front of me! Whatever it is now, the only thing I hope is good news from NYP come to me! So that I won't so worried all the time when my parents ask me about it. Went Partyworld with Darling just now & 3pok of Mj with friends! Lost 20bucks!!! Mommi gave me 20 in the morning and I lost it :/ GOT LOSE THEN GOT WIN RIGHT ^^ Yeah, I have OBCB bank now ;) UOB still trying my best to persuade mommi to surrender it to me. Ciaos, good nights!

Ps: I bought a Jap related book to read & I'm kinda addicted to HIGH NOON (Iphone app)

Club is going to be alive.
You know why ?
Cause I will be there :D

When I say I love you,
I really mean it, so don't ever doubt me..
It has been PAST TENSE !
NOW IS PRESENT TENSE ALREADY.

2011-02-28T20:06:00.003+08:00

Come on readers.
Visit Scape on this coming Saturday =)
Me & My bro's Gf are selling pretty clothes & accessories away!
REAL CHEAP =)
Most are BRAND-NEW ITEMS/wore once.
We also sell man's item.

I will love you all doubly much.
I miss you very much though.

2011-02-24T04:57:00.006+08:00

I lovin' it. Bom dum pam.

Fuck you baby.

Baby I want you right now.

OH MY! I am dead tired! Insufficient sleep for days, it's so damn unhealthy! I played 7 rounds of mahjong in one day! HOW POWERFUL ARE WE!? Though I lost ten bucks but still like a fun and crazy. Me and CL were lunatic when we are lacked of sleep. We talked nonsenses and laugh like bonkers. SERIOUSLY it's an insane mahjong session I ever had. Do you know playing one round of mahjong will use lots of brain cells and energy? Yeah, we freakking played 7 rounds. It drained me! We had Mac breakfast and continued play. After playing, we headed to Sunplaza to buy 4D! Cab down to Anqi's place to teach Delcan. But once I reached, I coma for a few hours. After all the things I cab back and continue to play Mj! LOL! We are really Mahjong freaks. If I carry on playing now, I think I might get fear of Mahjong next time. 2nd Aunt is cool & lucky to give me money to cab. We gave Jaslin a lil surprise at Sunplaza when the clock strikes twelve. I bought a cake from 7-11 for her as all the bakery shop has closed by the time I reached Sp.. Then we went to 313 to have Tom yam mee again ^^ and I stayed over at Sheena's crib. Oh ya, I'm quite mad of HOTMAIL as my account has been blocked. Hope it recover soon from whatsoever reason it is blocked. Fucking inefficient =.= GOODNIGHT, so fast 5.15am already!!

PS: I got a super cute taiwan duck keychain from Yr! He also got my gift from Bali =)

*PIKA PIKA*

I miss my home, I miss my mum!

I miss everybody

MUACKS!

I don't mind having a man 8 yrs older than me.

I just want a man that loves me truly^^

2011-02-20T02:42:00.006+08:00

He loves playing PIKABOO with me!

Ryan aka LION!

I've a cute nephew, not happy to be an aunt.

Hahaha! I feel like I'm in ZOO!

Momiiiiii!

Ryan's birthday =)

Night! he's such a nice dog.

Her first visit to my relative's house..

Would you be there when I were blue? I feel so bored and sick right now. My cough is real bad =( Every time when I want to sleep, I will start coughing non stop. It's so fucking irritating. Just now I slept at 11pm and I thought I could sleep throughout but I woke up after 3 hours. What the hell is my body behaving, this is not nap! Argh* So happy I bought 2 pairs of heels and I hide it in my wardrobe I didn't want my mummy to know, she probably would scream me cause I have more than 20 footwear & also bought something kinky for my lovelies. Went to Science Center w 5 awesomes! My objective was to go for their CSI exhibition, however, due to the overwhelming crowds, we changed our destination to visit the Science Center! It has been long since I had my "educational" trip. It reminds me of my primary schoolmates but not secondary ones because ever since I'm in secondary, I always missed the learning trip! I bet no one will be free to go CSI with me tmrw, so there goes my CSI! *SUPER UPSET* Science center was not bad though, I get to know more about Breast Cancer which really scares me. When I see their equipments they use during the breast surgery, my hair stands! The sound of the needle penetrates is really frightening.

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Who's that girl!?
Cine ._. Same place for all.
BOOO!

I want your body.
Would you hold it against me?
F*CK You *Hiak*

2011-02-18T05:07:00.004+08:00

No smoke no smoke~!

'Yu Cha' its kinda sweet. Not very nice!

OH THIS IS DOPE!

Now I know century egg is made of Horse's urine. ZZ

@Paragon B1 =) I love Jap food.

This is absolutely a scam. One pincer for $16.

I LOVE BLUE ROSES! Do it if you've promised me.

Awww. YU CHA!

Yay, it's great.

CLUB SOUL reminds me of Orchid Park! It's ladies night on Wed, I worked for Soul Club official open, it's near Chijmes and was last time supper club! The cool thing is one side is a club and another side is KTV. The sad thing is they only play Rnb on Wed and the rest of the days are TRANCE! Worked with great people and I've nice brothers =) I'm wondering where will the photographers post our pictures. I'm also looking forward to have photo shoots, I need to update my portfolio! My today is Thursday because my sleeping hours is different from the normal human being now. Basically, today is the end of Chinese New Year & I woke up like 4pm?! Everyone has prayed and eaten. The sweet thing is they kept some slices of Abalone for me =) When I'm asleep *DEEP SLEEP*, I can be a dead log that no matter how hard you try to wake me, I'LL STILL SLEEP LIKE A PIG! Even if I opened my eyes, I still don't remember I do so.. So funny~ Went to play L4D2 with Birdy & co. Today was my first day sat Birdy's Bike! I was scared at first because I didn't sit on bike for ages. A bunch of hilarious guys, never fail to make me laugh like mad.

It's dawn now! GOOD MORNING EVERYONE!

GOOD NIGHT MY BODY!
I will turn my sleeping timing back soon!
I promise ^^

Say you love me one more time.
Would you ?!
I'll never let you go. .

2011-02-16T04:08:00.009+08:00

I hate TP so much as TP has rejected my appeal. This was kinda expected but still I HATE THIS SCHOOL! Why they can't sympathize me this poor lil girl? NYP you better be a good school & accept me because I going do your school proud! What a joke right? Hahaha! Valentine's day was great?! I'm not going to reveal much about it cause it's not the right time or whatever. BUT ITS JUST AWESOME! Blue white roses, Macaron, Japanese cuisine, alcoholics, L4D2, Gamble, Angbaos! A Red Burberry tote bag caught my eyes, it costs 895! I feel like getting it but it's not good to spend money on labels. *Pout* I finally going to get myself a Instax camera. I'm going to decorate my house with lots of FILMS! Actually I wanted to get a wide Instax camera but the film doesn't have those cartoons character so I changed my mind to get the common ones. I don't know how much I'm going to spend on that again! I need to save up man because I want to get my ass out of this country again to JAPAN. Firstly, I need to strike 4D in order to fulfill my dreams. *Hehs* This is so bad, I've too many things in mind to get or go! It's even harder cause 4D/TOTO is so freaking hard to strike. Luck plays a big part yeah? If only my father is a wealthy man but sadly he's not. I cannot rely on them anymore because I've disappoint them by not going to study for a year & unable to get into Polytechnic. I think it's shameful if I continue to take their money. For your information, ever since my O's ended, I DID NOT TAKE THEIR MONEY already! I need to get my ass out of my home to start working and hopefully to stop sleeping in the dawn! I really hate my 'Bo chap' attitude that leads me to this state now! LATE/SLOW/ALL! Okay, I've reflected & feel remorse.

Shooting star!!!
I wish to make a wish right now.
Appeal success please!
Amen!

You know I don't express my love out by words/actions.
I know I'm nerd in these!
But my heart/brain loves you damn much
until I can't even control it at all.
It just flows~

2011-02-13T18:33:00.001+08:00

Lim Baby is sick!

NOOOOOOOOOOOO.

2011-02-12T17:14:00.004+08:00

I think I'm too desperate to get married. Haha! Yeah, I'm too young! Perhaps I'm like those people who like to have a wonderful family rather than working so hard and play so hard. Immature love wants a fun time but mature love wants a lifetime. My sleeping timing is so bad now~ You know what? My last meal was my Thursday dinner & just now I was about to eat! My fatty bro ate my portion. Lucky we are heading to Ryan's birthday soon and I don't know I should go party tonight >) Chingay! I FEEL SO WEAK LIKE GOING FAINT! No food for my body, sorry my poor lil body! My bad for giving you irregular and improper meal everytime. 3323 tonight ^^

Love me tenderly!

Valentine day?! *giggle*
I feel disappoint and happy at the same time.

2011-02-12T01:06:00.001+08:00

There's nothing left for me to do now. Awww!!

No pictures. Lazy to upload. So let me talk about today. I woke up at 4pm yet I still feel very tired. Off to work @Orchard hotel, as usual I was late. Haha! My partner is Kelly, she stays the same area as me & she's a tuition centre teacher :D She's also from Chongfu Primary School. Okay 4 hours of work, we took 3hours to chat and another 1 hour to change and toilet break. How funny? My heels killed me literally, my feet are full of blisters! How sick? I got 3 name cards =) Now I know how to interact with people and exchange information! This is to upgrade yourself and socialize with people to gain more connections! Cab home as I was unfit to walk to the train station~ Ryan's birthday tomorrow, so fast one year already! Last year today this date was me & him started contacting~ It's like a blink. Valentine day also arriving! ^^

Hongkong, Bangkok trips ahead! :D
Have a fruitful weekends readers!

Get well soon *LOVE*
You're spreading your virus to me.

Start it with a perfect kiss.
End it with a perfect ending.
An apple a day makes you great!

2011-02-10T03:32:00.003+08:00

I feel weak like seriously, needa hair cut soon.

I got a nice diamond pendant :D *Much love*

Happy 兔gether CLIQUE :D

BANKERS FTW!

Went over to Ziliang's house to Bainian as well as Clique gathering. Steamboat was fabulous! Gambling is nothing special! This year CNY I only had one steamboat session. Ziliang never fail to impress me. He's one great guy! Me and Elson were the banker of the ban luck! Of course we won, they named me "Queen of Gamble" which is absolutely crappy. I think it's plainly luck plays a part. I still having a dilemma whether to cut my hair short. The only fear is that the auntie doesn't know how cut the hair style I desire and my hair turn out to be ugly. I will cry out on the spot let the auntie see! Whatever it is, I still feel very lost in my life. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?! I'm so unsettle with so many things. POLY taking me? Unsure! Retain? Disposed everything! Find a job? No one company me = BORED. Grant me a wish now, it would be to successfully got into NYP Biomedical Engineering. Mum and Dad are too disappointed with us (Bros & I) till they didn't want to bother us. I could see Dad's utter disappointment face which really sadden me. I really hope I won't be a burden to them!!! I mega love them, they never fail to support me when I'm down. Until now, I could say I haven't fully get over him. Mummy also knows it well *LOL* but I'm quite mad over her, she refused to pass me my UOB BANK BOOK! Why do I share a bank with her initially? OMG! She's going to hog all my money =( I must think of a way to get my money back. CHICKEN! Feel so cheated. Why my brothers shared with her yet they got their money back and changed to a single name account! BIAS MAXIMUM

I'm yours
But you ain't mine!

I still love you baby,
Please don't go! ;)

2011-02-08T22:33:00.004+08:00

Oh yay! Soon I will have my own room. Hopefully I could get into NYP so that I will own a lappy! I also wish to retain in OPSS as there are more privileges! It's the price of youth. I'm no longer paying student fare, now adult fare is killing me cause bus fare all is I pay for myself. Now I would rather take cab than taking bus/train! I was having butterflies stomach since last night! The intense pain is terribly killing me, I couldn't fall asleep. Brother refused to return me the money he owed me, such a bad behaviour. I've many things in mind to do. Like dyeing my hair red, cutting my hair short, go do my UOB card, deposit my money to UOB, plan for the next overseas trip, plan for my future, find a job! Baobei's turning 18 soon. I can't wait for my turn! I really hope 2011 pass quickly and good luck come upon me please. If I'm grant with a wish, it would be to rewrite my history. There's too much things I've to keep within me, afraid to tell/reveal. White lies was told. It will be forever a secret =) Valentine day is arriving! I think it should be spell this way vALONEtine day! Will I receive blue roses & chocolate that day? :D I'm happy to have a diamond pendant already ^^ One more thing, I don't know should I spend my money on a Burberry bag! Awwwww, I WANT SO MUCH/MANY!

I want to SLIM DOWN!
BOOBS GROW BIGGER.
LOL! Be a bimbo!

Apple's so amazing like me! *GRIN*
Bury the past? I seem to bury myself.
Not allow to have love this year. It's the matter of time.

2011-02-07T02:58:00.002+08:00

Small idiot so sweet! =)

& He sent this to me. LOL! His birthday ^^

He said that I've changed, asked me to compare the difference. I replied everyone has changed!! & Vincent has become Daddy already! Hahaha. Time flies & thing changes. I shall talk about my Chinese New Year yo!? I think I'm not lucky at Poker card games as I've lost a lot, perhaps I played too big; each round 10$. Mahjong has helped me to win back my losing. During 3rd day of CNY, played some games like Monopoly deal, Modern Arts & Bangs with my cousin's friends. Crystal Ang's sis & bro! I didn't know my cousin is so close with Crystal Ang's family. It's FUN, I had never so into these kind of games before. One more thing to complain is that I'm fat =( I ate super duper zuper ultra loads of food & chocolates! It's very obvious that I've gained weights as my picture shows it. This year I dressed more like a cool & hip girl style, I'll post the picture up soon! One more complement is that my aunt bought 20 over cans of Abalone & I ate approximately 5 bottles each day. I feel so sick & shiok at the same time, chewed one whole abalone & I felt that my stomach is full of rubber. I also visited my great grandmother! Wow, she's 96 years old. I hope she's fine & happy. May God bless her! I have kind of sweet and loving Lunar New Year! I am thinking about cutting my hair short but everyone's disagreeing about it. Dilemma!

Jobless, Aimless, Hopeless!
CNMI ME!

I pray for better luck.
I can post more often, I VERY FREE!

2011-02-01T12:41:00.004+08:00

Oh yeah is the 1st day of FEB! Great days ahead? Chinese new year in a few days time! Valentine day? I hope it will be awesome FEB! *Prayhard* I'm thinking to open a nail art shop with my aunt, we are still considering. I shall confirm when my gel extension thing arrive. How awesome can it be?! So if I couldn't get into NYP, I can work on my OWN BIZ =) During my cousin's birthday celebration, I played 5 rounds of MJ! It's so TIRING! My longest record.. I was planing to dance this month but there doesn't has my course for this month. I think I shall end here, going to meet Ahfat darling at Clementi now =)

Why do I fall for you,

When you have fallen out for me.

This is really ....

When he doesn't love me, then I start loving him so much.

My heart is pranking me seriously.

Promiscuous

2011-01-29T01:37:00.006+08:00

I wish to read people's mind.

Massage is SHIOK TO THE MADNESS!

I want to tell you at times that I miss you so much
but I've locked all up within me.

My Bali boyfriend!

Well, I hate Chinese new year session rains! Good day, I cooked dinner for my beloved family! Yeah it's pretty tasty but the rice is quite sticky as I had added too much water already. I feel so happy when they said it's nice. Well the praising part just worth the money and effort. I will cook to those who I promised one fine day alright. 848 met up with a groups of guys and I just know a guy that is ultimate hilarious but he's kinda like a barbarian. Wee, my salary at Hugo Boss has arrived! I wanted to go down personally to take it one but Darren took it for me. I'm missing him, Bali and Hugo Boss so badly! I'm still hoping people will return my certificates back to me! It has been three days, I doubt it will be back to me. Sigh! Chatted with Crystal Ang, she reminds me of my future planning and further study. One word to describe me now : L-O-S-T! Later I will be attending my cousin's 21st birthday celebration at Pasir Ris! I also promised to bring my cousin to Escape tomorrow and also going to do my nails! So eggcited. Sunday & Monday town to get my shoes !! Woahooooo.

Looking at the brighter side~

Bcos of you!
But I never blame it on you.
Spit personality~

2011-01-26T22:50:00.003+08:00

I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THAT!

I thought all the bad things supposed to leave behind, why still bring it to me on 2011. MY LIFE! I know previously I said I shouldn't COMPLAIN about it! But I am sure if happen in anyone of you, you will cry terribly and start cursing. It's so BAD that I DO NOT KNOW WHERE TO START. It's so UNLUCKY that I still can't accept the fact now. Behind my smile is everything you' al will never understand/feel. ITS LIKE SERIOUSLY! NO ONE FEEL ME EVER SINCE HE LEFT ME. Everything has broken apart.

God, I want a happy life.
I hope I succeed & found my stuff.
BLESS ME! *Amen*

I used to be an optimistic girl,
however, life isn't great.
I'm trying to be positive
but after one thing there's another thing bothering me.

SERIOUSLY STOP PLAYING WITH ME
I'd stop my life.

2011-01-22T12:59:00.007+08:00

Hi readers, I'm back from BALI.. Let me say in short -Played Riding Elephant, Jet ski, Parasailing, Flying fish, Banana boat, Spa, Traditional Massage, Stone Massage as well as SCUBA DIVING! Went to play their water park is known as WaterBom! I swear the smash down slide was damn ultimate scary!!! At first, I thought I've landed so I sat up,actually I've not land and spun like one idiot then landed with a big splash. Yeah is extremely fun and tiring cause our energy were drained the day before as we played water sports. If only they change the stair to elevator =) One thing I hate the most was the mosquitoes, super irritating and of course their quality of life. I shouldn't have complain that cause the number of days is barely lil compared to the Balinese staying there for a lifetime, moreover I actually sympathize them and DONATED 50000rp to them! Convert to Singapore dollar is like $8. LMAO. I know it's lil but I've limited amount of money, at least it showed a lil token of mine ^^ Actually I'm very fortunate to be born in Singapore and I shouldn't complain my life anymore. There are more unfortunate people living without complaining yet, we people small/insignificant things also complain. Lame fuck! Bought Mummy 2 red wines and DOM from DFS =) Next post I shall post about my work at HUGO BOSS! HEHE. Ciaos, going facial with Mama now!

Independent.

5366 9997
*Insert many hearts*

2011-01-07T01:49:00.001+08:00

The history is repeating! 
Virgo girl~ 
Come on!

2011-01-04T18:03:00.001+08:00

No more FACEBOOK :)
Phew. nothing happen on me.

CHALET!!!

2011-01-02T23:38:00.003+08:00

Im so not organize. Class chalet is really irritating, many people still haven't pay and many people didn't want to come already. Oh, is very hard to plan when people are not cooperate at all. Worst, none offers to help. Now another thing that makes me mad is we need a person that is 18 & above to sign us in! The another person that makes me mad is him, didn't want to reply my msg and answer my questions. You think I wanna pester you meh, get all the stuff settle first la! You need to think to make up a good & nice story? For others to think that you are damn nice guy?! You really irk me when days go by, my love is eventually turning to hatred. . Look down on you *REALLY LOW* Shallow & Stupid excuses I ever encountered.

For goodness sake, Already Gone..

Run away, just bring you to nowhere.
Make people think that you're useless.
GAY!

2011-01-02T23:27:00.003+08:00

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go..

2010-12-21T23:50:00.007+08:00

Today, I don't feel like posting any pictures in this post cause I will be ranting. As I was thinking back these few days about the great things you had done, I totally find that Im losing myself. December, I thought you would be a great month. To be frank, you're as shitty as the other months too. Starting of the month, you took my love away from me! I know is what he deserves but still you took him away before my Christmas and new year. When I looked into his eyes, my tears flowed down my cheeks. It adds on to my sadness. When you lost someone, you will know the time is never enough. My mood went extreme low but somehow I still need to put a smile on face for the advance Xmas celebration with Baby's co. The ill feeling really seized me like the unbearable sore throat and coughing my lungs out. In addition, I really don't want to hold on to a relationship when my partner is falling apart with me. Don't love me anymore then move on! Anything not right SPEAK UP! I feel that you're like a stranger to me, we don't seem to be like a couple. Just now when walking down the streets, I envy those lovely dovely couples.

I thought you would have more time for me when you're in holiday! YES IS TOTALLY I THOUGHT!! Don't bring to picture that I WANT MORE TIME OF YOU LIKE WHAT YOU SAID ABT YOUR PREVIOUS! Do you know it's really deepen me when you say "it's impossible I will meet you everyday" I know its impossible but can you phrase it this way. So sickening! You can't even make a day for me-.- I don't want cold shoulder! Feign in front of me? THEN SAVE IT UP! I DON'T NEED IT.

Woman's sense is accurate, don't doubt it.

Baby think!

It's not gg to be better if this goes on right.

Hopefully we can be on the right track.

2010-12-13T23:13:00.003+08:00

Hahahaha !!!

Pandaaaaaaaaaaa ;)

So cuteeeeeeeeeeeee!

On Sunday, I was absolutely dead out. I went to work in the morning 6.30am to 5.30pm without sleeping for the day. Before that went to Matt's hse mahjong with baby. Chatted on phone with Belle to keep myself awake for the work. The event was held at Sengkang! The weather was insane, hot like mad. My body started to give me heat rashes that made me so uncomfortable! I saw Elvin Ng, he's damn hot but I didn't take photo with him because it's pretty packed. I took the slackest job which is the spin the wheel, so the 'kiasu' people would re-queue my game stall -.-! This also made my neck ache cause I was looking up all the time. Oh ya, there was a group of young percussionists (5-7 years old) plus a few adults playing. They played one song exactly the same as Baby's Baracuda. When I heard it, I thought baby's there! So I quickly went over to the stage there but sadly it wasn't them. What impressive me is the young people playing! After work rushed home and coma! Today, went out with Brandon and Belle~ I bought one high cut shoes and some other stuff! Wow, I gonna be penniless again! *Sob*

Why there's no teleport in this world and it only exists in game :( It can save the earth, prevent accident, traffic jam, more convenient for the handicap & benefit the tired people!!

I need more cash :(

I need some LOVE!

I need you, babe =)

2010-12-11T04:17:00.004+08:00

My favorite colour is FOREVER RED! hahaha. Went Manicure and Pedicure with Lijun @ our house nearby. After that went to get my Iphone4 then met Baobei Singh to town. We bought Polo tee & I bought one Iphone4 casing and 2pants. It is for Christmas. Just now Mj session @Leekoon's house :) Happy that I won and the day before played with Baby's classmates also won! Nowadays my body keep numb, I've no idea what's wrong. But the feeling is damn suck as it frighten you with the symptoms of some sickness and of course no one wants to feel ill. Sometimes, it strikes on you and you will not know. Headache now, I need a sleep badly and exothermic and endothermic are occurring in my body. I FEEL SO SICK SERIOUSLY~ I shall sleep once I sync all my games to the lappy!

I LOVE MY COLOR NAILS!
So beautiful =)

Don't make a big fuss over small matter.
It just brings everyone down!

2010-12-09T03:30:00.002+08:00

I can't fall asleep, so I decided to blog! Yesterday I was an iron woman as I was awake for 33hours. My sleeping timing is OMG during holidays. The most WTF thing is that I only slept for 5hours. I can feel that my body is numb, it's a bad sign. Second bad sign is that I can't fall asleep during the night! Yesterday middle of the night cab down to Sbw-Mac and ate the indigestible fries; I know it's damn fattening. Lepak until 6am and we walked to the Lan shop opps SSC to play L4D2! It was my first time playing in the dawn, normally we play in the dusk. After that went to my cousin's house, noon went to Np-Subway. After that went back home and started playing. 5pm I finally reached my home! Oh ya, I bought Ginvera Marvel Gel :/ so many facial products, I don't even know when can finish using yet I keep buying. 7pm off to sleep and 11pm I'm awake. I will be working on the 22nd Dec, I've two more weeks to play. 16 days to Christmas day, actually it is my favorite occasion! When I'm young, I used to receive many presents. Now, no one bothers to buy for me! I see people partying all the time and I'm stuck at home with no one company, everyday watch drama. This is how lonely and boring my life is for now. Seriously, I let down all to fulfill what I had promised you. I can do everything for you because you're special to me. If you didn't know that, now you know =)

Your existence has become extinction.

No point telling what's wrong over and over again.
Your insensible bring the sensitive me.
Only if~ but it's gone!

2010-12-07T21:36:00.003+08:00

Hello readers that still following/stalking me despite I didn't update for a long time. O level result in a month time! Of course I'm afraid of the day cause I probably may cry or I'll just smile and accept the fact that my result will disappoint many of my loves. Yeah, I know I can't really change the facts and need to face the reality. As what my mum told me, "Don't give up on your study even you didn't make it this time round!" This comforts me but it also make me feel guilty too! What's the point of saying I've regretted when it had already over for so long. GOD BLESS ME! Oh ya, I got bursary though I didn't do well for my EOY examinations. I have been idling for many days since O level ended. Everyday wakes up, have no idea what to do for the day. It's really bored man. I'm not earning yet I'm spending all my money =( November wasn't nice, so December you better be nice to me! I wanna learn Jazz and Reggae, probably taking the Jan course.

Baby, Good luck for your exams! 3 GPA~
He wasn't that sweet to me lo, he needs to recall how he treats me during our first few months! Hahs* Now I've having holidays yet the number of time/day we meet is pathetic. The boring activities we are doing all the time -.-!
CAN YOU LEAVE TIME FOR YOUR GF ?! *SIGH*

I really wonder why do you treat me this way.
I don't like, perhaps it is really what he said.
okay, don't bother much.

2010-11-03T00:58:00.006+08:00

I don't want to sexpose you.
I don't want to be nasty.
I don't want liars in my life.
I don't want to continue such days.
I don't want to be ill.
I don't want keep things from you.
I don't want to hurt you.
I don't want things to go out of control.
I don't want you to treat me this way.
I don't want people to interfere my life.
I don't feel anything anymore.
I don't like, I don't like.
I think feign is such a shallow act.
I think we are just different.
I think I couldn't take it anm.
I think we are no longer the same.
I think I probably fail my O's.
I think I would be determine.
I think I will achieve something someday.
I think we leave for the good.
I think you could be more understanding.
I think I think too much =D
I hate myself for all these shits.
I hate you for proving all those shits.
I hate being alone when I supposed to have company.
I hate the irresponsible act from your.
I hate the criticism among your.
I hate people that are indirect.
I hate the way we are getting along.
I hate keeping things within me.
I hate it when my heart ache and sour.
I hate it when I don't feel loved.
I hate to have foes, worst thing badmouth me.
I hate examinations to the max.
I hate the way you think I'm wrong.
I hate the communication we had.

Hahaha so crappy!

Well. Most things are said!

It speaks a thousand.

We should learn from our mistake and appreciate the past.

Is the happiness still there?

It has extinguished quite sometime ago.

2010-10-30T23:15:00.006+08:00

Shag girl!

Smooochiees!

Halloween 2010 >(

My heart is so distracted by those party(s). I still persevere and endure on studying tonight! I don't feel good today, there are way too many people that affect my mood! People that meant to you, will have the power to affect you right ? Yeah right. Mummy is funny, she asked me to go club with my bros to look after them -.- Ain't it supposed to be another way round! Geography seriously damn unfriendly. I need someone talks to me about geog the whole day prolly then it will go in my dead brain. Yesterday went to eat steamboat with sisters @Tian tian huo guo! Basically suck, dirty, very oily & very little variety =/ I'm DARING YTD ^^v
Ciao, S-T-U-D-Y time! POK POK POKER FACE >)
Happy Birthday Fatty bro & Bitch belle!

Why do you all suddenly come back?
Come and go. humphzxz

I miss your presence.
I miss the chance.
I miss you =*

2010-10-29T17:34:00.003+08:00

Midst of MAJOR EXAMS!

I'm dying already. English paper was atrocious, speechless for that sub! Mathematics was like last year =( Multiplication error again, careless mistakes as usual; Approximately I'll get around 80+ perhaps B3 for me! Though it isn't the grade that I want so I shall just hope they will give me A2 then. Chemistry was easy pussy, but I made mistakes too. So physic don't pull me down !! I haven't been doing POA! I'm going spend my SATURDAY on POA! As for Geography, I'm dead for the subject.. After exams, I got so much plans ^^ Hopefully my Daddy sponsors all my activities. This year can't celebrate Halloween again *SOB*

I love the thrill,

hate the trepidation,

lest the darkest thunder!

2010-10-07T17:07:00.001+08:00

WOW! Surprised BABE @NP-BB CAMP! It was kinda successful. Thanks his BB mates for helping me too. Oh well, the cake wasn't what I expected as I expect the image to be clearer and bigger. Shouldn't elaborate more about the cake cause we had ate it and shitted out already. The bus journey to NP is way damn long, it kills my idea of getting in th school. I shall continue my aim to NYP! Prelim result is out and my L1R4 is 24 and I suppose nursing will be the only course that welcomes me. I shall have intensive study, extensive sleep, eliminative distraction and refrain from meeting my boyfriend. Baby, after your birthday, you can flirt like a lovely-bird and come back be my man after my O's! Aye, I'm just joking with you.. Geography, please be more kind to me, I am trying to like you though I SERIOUSLY DISLIKE YOU. My tutor disown me as his tutee already, he ignores my msg. Maybe LIBRA ARE LIKE THAT! Anyway, Happy Birthday Andrew. He's the last person that wish me on my birthday. I'll make myself last of his, if I remember =) Oh ya, my bro treated me MAC and offered to share with me his chickens. I've a nice bros eh but not Mum. I shall have some rest now cause today will be damn long day!

Elysezene Lim Hadassah.

Dislike you.
No more giving in, like unappreciated!
You've a dick with no balls.
Thanks for being so ungrateful.

2010-10-05T16:59:00.011+08:00

I really miss those time,
Plain Innocent Couple ^v^

Is the love always there?

One thing I'm sure of is my care is always there~

My true affection.

No matter how you ignore me,

I still will be there but with an unhappy face.

B'cos I simply love you, Baby!

The piece of cake could fade my sorrows away.

You've been away for days and I've been missing you so hard although we had some arguments these days. Baby's birthday on the 8 Oct ! I hope he will enjoy his day to the fullest with me. Aww, he asks me to see him perform on that day; my insane boyfriend is so committed to his Baracuda band =/ Oh ya, the saddest thing is that I've lost the earrings, Mic bought for me as Christmas present '08. Sometimes, I hate people to touch my things because when things lost, I don't know who to blame. Sob* Don't remind me how many days to O's because I am so unprepared for that freaking examinations. My brain isn't welcoming any information from the god damn thick humanities notes. I guess it just automatically switch off when I want to memorize it. So whatever I read, it just rebound out like nothing goes in. My bad for not starting early and giving my brain so much work and stress. I wish I'll not make stupid careless mistake on the actual paper cause I had made many mistakes on Prelim. I hope my these years effort won't come to nought if not many people will be disappointed on me. Yesterday was my first day at night study, it was awesome with my new companion^^ I thought I could attend night study consecutively but I am way too exhausted now. Will my fatigue overcome me from going night study? Most likely will, hahaha* Before the sleepiness overcome me, I think I'll die of hunger first. I only ate a pathetic potato bread in the morning, recess and lunch nothing and I was about to eat the noodle my Daddy bought for me after I post. My sickening fat bro ate it =.=! He asked me to order mac but he went to find his tenant and didn't leave MONEY FOR ME TO PAY, VERY CLEVER! TSK* It's like less than 5 minutes & he's disappeared! My stomach's groaning =(

Do you know how much it hurts?
You never know cause you aren't me.

Chan kit theung khun mak mak
Rak muu ^(00)^